Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin

It took about 5 hours to pack all of my things. I can't believe I'm doing this, I'm actually doing this. Hopefully Ville knows where I am. Maybe I should wait until he comes back so I can tell him to just go over to Bam's to see me. Or I could just tell Sophia to tell him. Things are going to be messed up for a while, I know this already.

I was still on the painkillers that the doctors gave me. Gerard is driving me there, of course. Sophia is behind with some of my stuff in her car. I starting to fall asleep but Gerard put some music on. I think he's trying to keep me awake so that I could help them unpack my stuff.

He put on a song that I sing too even when I'm nearly falling asleep, Wordplay by Jason Mraz, my favorite solo artist.  i absolutely love this song. So, you know I had to sing to it as it was playing even though I'm tired as hell.

"I've been all around the world
i've been a new sensation
but it doesn't really matter in this ge-generation
the sophmore slump is an uphill battle
and someone said they knew my scene
cause they need a new song like a new religion
music for the television
i can't do the long division
someone do the math
'fore the record label puts me on the shelf up in the freezer
gotta find another way to live the life of leisure
so i drop my top
mix and i mingle
is everybody ready for the single
and it goes

ha la la la love
now listen closely to the verse i lay
ha la la la love
it's all about the wordplay
ha la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

and it's time to get ill i got your remedy
for those who don't remember me well let me introduce you to my style
i try to keep a jumble and the lyrics never mumble when the music's making people tongue-tied
you want a new song like a new religion
music for the television
i can't do the long division
someone do the math
for the people write me off like i'm a one hit wonder
gotta find another way to keep from going under
pull out the stops
got your attention
i guess it's time again for me to mention the wordplay

ha la la la love
now listen closely to the verse i lay
ha la la la love
it's all about the wordplay
ha la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

i built the bridge across the stream of consciousness
it always seems to be a flowing but i don't know which way my brain is going
oh the rhyming, and the timing, keeps melodies inside me and i'm climbing til i'm running out of air
are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
are you listening to a single word i've said

ah la la la love
listen closely to the words i say
ah la la love
we're sticking to the wordplay
ah la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

ha la la la love
i'm all about the Wordplay
ha la la la love
sticking with the Wordplay
ha la la la love
i love the wonderful thing it does because because of my ooh's and ah's and fa la la's fall back in love
with the mr. a to z they say is all about the wordplay"

We listened to this song about 3 times before we got to Bam's house. My throat is extremely sore for singing so much, and laughing when Gerard tried to mimic Jason Mraz a coulpe times. He sounded a little funny.I haven't really laughed in a while...well...except around Frank, Frank's a scream.

Bam was waiting outside for us. Once he saw the cars, he automatically jumped up and ran to my door and opened it for me. He's in a nice mood today.

"God, you look like hell," he joked as I got out of the car. I giggled a little then flipped him off and laughed some more. "Where's your bags?"

"In Sophia's car, but we some in Gerards car too." I said, opening the trunk and pulling out three bags. There was still two left inthere, but Gerard got them and closed the trunk after he pulled them out.

Bam led me to my room. It was an ordinary looking room, though Bam's was really kick ass if I do say so myself. We piled my stuff up in the room. Boxes on boxes and bags thrown in the corner so I can out them away tomorrow. It was getting late, well for me actually. I felt quite sleepy and my mind was on Ville all day as we were packing.

"That's it, I think," Sophia said putting another box in the room. She gave me a really big hug, knowing that we won't see much of each other for a little while.

"Sophia?" I asked in a 5 year old girl's voice.

"Yes?" she smiled brightly.

"If Ville comes back and I'm not there and if he's looking for me, will you bring him here?" I asked, somewhat blushing at the question.

"Of course," I looked up and smiled as she said that. "You're one of my best friends, and I know you would do they same for me."

"Thanks," I said. I'm going to miss her. "I'm gonna miss you, Sophia. I'll call you everyday to wake you up."

"Oh thank goodness," she sighed in relief. "The alarm clock would probably be broken by tomorrow. Something tells me that I'm gonna get angry at it and thrrow it against the wall or something."

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Ville was pacing back and forth as the elders were deliberating what to do in this situation. God, I hope they let him see me. I know Ville wished the same thing, though I'm not there, I know him and I know he wants to see me.

William was there with him, still. He was watching and waiting for this to end. Can a reaper date, or marry, a mortal? Were there some rules to that kind of thing? Hopefully there isn't.

"Ville," the head elder called put to him which caused him to stop pacing. "We've made a decision."

"So? What is it?" Ville asked eagerly.

"Well....we've never dealt with this kind of...problem before," he paused. "So we thought...."

 

to be continued...

 

His eyes were ablaze with anger. How could he let this happen? More importantly, how could he let them do that to him? Knowing the pain I was going through, and that pain he is now experiencing, Ville was enraged. His mouth tightened to a fine line and his eyes burning with fury. Have they no idea what they were putting us through?

"But she had no inkling, n-no clue on what was to happen!" Ville yelled at his elders, a tear of hatred rolled down his cheek. "The pain you out us through could have been prevented! I could still be living!" he was panting, like he was breathing (though he was dead.) "She knows what I am now, I'm nothing but a monster."

"But does she still love you?" one of the elders stepped down towards Ville.

"Yes, yes she does," Ville nearly whispered. He was fighting back tears, remembering the kiss we shared.

"Are you sure of this?" The elder questioned, raising his left eyebrow. He stood beside Ville and looked at him questionally.

"Yes, I am sure," he sighed. "I can feel it in my bones."

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Sophia and I fell asleep on my bed. I, of course, had another heavenly dream about Ville. Sophia, I don't know what she was drwaming about, but whatever it was made her toss and turn, hitting me in the head a couple times. My alarm clock went off, waking us both in a matter of seconds. I reached over to my clock and turned the alarm off. I stretched as I rised slowly, yawning and rubbing my eyes. I looked over at Sophia who had seemed to have fallen back asleep.

"Morning sunshine!" I said, shaking her a little to wake her. She grunted and rubbed her eyes as well. She looked confused for a moment but seemed to have remembered what she had forgotten.

"What time is it?" she asked, yawning.

"Uh," i said, glancing over at my clock. "Oh about 8:30 -ish." I replied to her question.

"Fuck," she sighed, getting up from my bed. "Gerard called last night and said he was going to be over at Nine. I think he said that Bam, Linde, Mige, gas, and Burton were coming too. I'm not exactly sure."

"Oh, okay," I said, crawling out of bed and headed toward my closet. "I'm gonna get ready."

"Okay, me too." She left my room, allowing me to get changed. I pulled out my Bullet For My Valentine tee, Avenged Sevenfold hoodie, and long black skinnies. I got changed in a matter of minutes and went to my vanity to put on my make up. I sat down in front of it and pulled out my eyeshadow first. I mixed a combo as usual. Black as my base, then a dark red, purple, and green. I love mixing my eyeshadows. Then, I put on some blush. I think it's called "sunkissed." I applied a red lipstick, added my eyeliner and mascara and was done. I quickly pulled my hair back into a ponytail, pulled on my white Doc Martins and went into the living room.

I was surprised to see Gerard walking up to my front door went I reached the living room. He kncoked on the door but he knew he was already allowed in.

"Come in, Gerard!" I screamed out to the door as I flopped on the couch.

He came in and made his way to the couch to sit next to me. I gave him a hug and a smile as he flopped next to me.

"Is that Gerard?" I heard Sophia yell to me from the bathroom.

"Yeah!" I yelled bacl.

"I'll be out in a couple minutes!" she shouted quickly. I heard the bathroom door close behind her.

I sunk back into the couch and flipped on the TV. I put it on Angel and began to watch it. I can tell that Gerard wanted to talk to me. So. I turned down the volume and turned to him.

"How come you always know when I wanna talk to you?" Gerard asked in a almost amused tone.

"Womans Intutition," I replied back with a laugh and grin. "I don't know. It's just the atmosphere of the room gives me a hint."

"The atmosphere?" he laughed alomst simulateously.

"Are you making fun of me?" I asked, pretending to be insulted.

"No," he grinned.

"Good," I smiled, then went all serious like. "Soph said that you said something about Bam, Linde, Mige, Gas, and Burton possibly coming."

There was that look again. The 'Oh shit, she found out look,' that guilty look that he always had. I raised one eyebrow, wanting to know what the look was for.

"What did you do?" I asked, sounding very curious and frightened at the same time.

"Well, you know when Bam and the guys asked you to move in with one of them?"

'Oh no he didn't,' I thought to myself.

I nodded wanting to know more. What did he do?

"Well, Bam has some room in his house and we were talking about it and," he sighed, stalling. "You're moving in with him today."

"What?! Do I not have any say in this?" I shouted, standing up and started pacing back and forth.

He sighed. Gerard got up and stopped me in mid-pace. He hugged me but I pushed away in anger.

"Look," he said trying to re-assure me of this. "It's for your own good. You're miserable here. We just thought you'd be happier if you went away for a while."

"Gerard..."

"Please, before you say no. Will you just think about it?" Gerard stated, lifting up my chin so that i could look at him.

 

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Fuck! Apparently I'm "in danger of failing the 9th grade" because I have an 'E' in Bio...I hate Biology...I try my best in it and I get bad grades...I don't understand Bio...and plus, I'm Honors....I don't know why my old teacher put me in HOnors for this year...we didn't do anything in his class....And I swear my teacher this year fuckin hates me! Fuck Fuck Fuck! Grrrr!

I have never failed before....really...I'm so stressed out...I'm gonna fuckin cry!

Ville and I moved Sophia to my bed. I think she's unconscious, she hit her head a little hard. She might have a concussion. I looked up at Ville with confused eyes.

"How could she see you? She didn't see you before, when I was dying..." I said really confused.

"Because, I can let myself be shown anytime I want. And when you were dying, I was only invisible to the living," he started to explain. He looked...uncomfortable...or eager. Then he looked at Sophia to break free from my gaze. "I wasn't expecting her to come in. I only wanted you to see me."

"Oh," I said kind of optimistic. I think he did remember something, but what?

"I have to go," he sighed a meloncholy sigh. "But I'll be back." He smiled. "I have some reaping to do." He met my gaze again, leaned in toward me and kissed the top of my head. His lips are so cold, but warming.

And then he just left, vanished, leaving me in the dark. Sophia started to wake. She grunted and opened her eyes slowly. I think I should get her some aspirin and water.

"What in the hell happened?" she asked before I could get her the aspirin.

"You fainted," I said in a low whisper. Maybe she'll claim that she was seeing things and she'll go on thinking I'm crazy, or she'll admit to what she saw and know Ville is a reaper. Either way, I still have some explaining to do.

"No, Brandy," she sighed. I knew what she was about to say. " I saw Ville," I blushed and looked down as she rose to a sitting position on my bed. "I'm so sorry." I looked up, puzzled by her words. "You were right, and I didn't believe you. I'm so sorry," she sighed heavily. "If I tell the others, they've got to believe you and me...I'll call..."

"No, Sophia," I said sternly, my eyes hooked on hers. "You can't tell them."

"But, why?"

"Because, if they didn't believe me. Then they wouldn't believe you. And plus, I think all he wants is to know about this life. Please, don't tell."

She thought for a moment. "Okay, but it's because I love you and miss Ville. And if he wants to remember he life, then okay."

"Thanks Soph," I smiled. "I'll get you some aspirin."

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(Meanwhile....where Ville disappeared to...)

Ville had entered a large, white, endless room. He walked ot the center of the room and looked around for something inparticular. A face maybe, a being higher than he.

Ville stuck out like a sore thumb in the room. He wore all black in the white room. She stood there, waiting for something or someone. He pondered a thought, a memory, in his head. I guess kissing me did bring back some memory.

"Ville," a voice called form behind him. Ville spun around with humanity in his essence. "What are you doing here? You're supposed to be out escorting souls to the other side."

"I know,William," he said, looking down at his shoes. "But, something happened. I need to talk to the ones who made me this way."

"Why?" the other eaper ordered. "What happened?"

"If you must know," Ville paused and gazed at the other reaper who was looking at him with curiosity in his voice. "I met my finacee from when I was alive..."

"How do know that?" William asked in a huffy voice.

"I just know, alright," Ville started to pace back and forth in front of the other reaper. "I still love her. I can feel it in my bones."

"Oh," the other reaper sighed and lifted his one eyebrow. "Are you sure of this?"

"Yes, William, I am sure." he hissed.

"Alright, would you like me to call the higher beings down here for you then?"

"Yes. You know how to do that?" Ville questioned in amazment.

"Of course, every reaper know. Well, except for the ones that are newer at this." William explained with a little spark in his eyes.

"Oh, okay. Carry on, I guess."

William started to proceed in calling the higher beings. But he paused and turned towards Ville and said,

"Be careful. They aren't the friendliest of beings."

 

to be continued...

Well....I'm sick. And it fuckin' sucks. But I came home early from school...I felt dizzy and short of breath. My mo mdoesn't believe that I'm sick though...oh well, screw her. At least she still picked me up.

And, guess what? I have to go to court on Monday to testify on behalf of my mom against my dad. Apparently, the court needs me and my older sister to testify against the abuse by my dad. I don't want to be in the same coutr room as him. I'm really scared. Hopefully, they let me testify in another room with just the attorneys and the judge.

This day keeps on getting better and better. Fuck, this sucks....

Anti-E-Drama Treaty

We, the undersigned, vow to stay away from e-drama, regardless of our opinions on the "scene".
We who have signed will not be making negative remarks to the likes of Jeffree Star, Audrey Kitching, Matthew Lush, etc., and the haters of the likes and the haters of the haters.

Those who have signed are brave, courageous, intelligent, beautiful people who will no longer be involved in the drama surrounding Buzznet.

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I've been in the hospital for about 10 days, they kept me after I fell because I hit my head really hard. They were afraid that I had brain damage, but I don't....thank you Lord! At least I'm going home...I think. Bam and the guys had offered that I lived with one of them, I declined....but something tells me that I probably will. I don't know, I think Sophia has something planned.

The doctors gave me a shitload of medicine to take to relieve the pain I'm feeling. I'm surprised they didn't give me antidepressants while they were at it. We were a block away from home, Sophia was driving, and a bunch of cars followed. At least I have people who love me enough to follow me home. I still have the bandage in my head. Everytime Frank sees me, he apologizes for it. I tell him that it's not his fault. I'm guessing Gerard didn't apologize yet. He'll be hearing about it soon enough.

I fell asleep in the car. I seem to be doing that lately. I think it's the drugs they got me on, I need to stay awake so I can see Ville again. That's if I see him again.

I heard a door open, but I didn't stir. Somebody put me into their arms, that's all I know. I have a pretty good idea who it is. I heard a door open...another door. I felt myself being gently layed on my soft matress in my room. i drifted deeper in sleep than I was. My senses went numb and I wasn't really paying attention to who was in the room.

"I'm in love with you," I heard a familiar Finnish accent mumble/sing. That made me smile. "And it's crushing my heart. All i want is you to take me into your arms. When Love and Death embrace..."

"Ville?" I asked, streching, slowly rising. I looked up, I saw him. He was looking at the picture at the top of my vanity.

He looked up as I was getting out of bed. He smirked a little.

"Is that my name?" he asked in the cutest voice.

"You don't remember your name?" I asked with sheer amazement, and hopelessness in my voice. "What do they call you then?"

"Usually Reaper, Angel of Death....things like that," he said. He moved to the table mext to my bed, the photo album was there. He picked it up and flopped down on my bed. For some reason I thought he was going to fall through. Wow am I stupid or what?

I crawled next to him as he started to flip through, looking at each picture with descriptive eyes. He found one picture in the album that he couldn't take his eyes off of. It was a picture of us on our 3rd or 4th date. We went out to dinner and the boardwalk. We found a photobooth and took a lot of random pictures. Ville was smiling when he was looking at this picture.

"We were supposed to get married?" he asked me randomly, looking up at me.

"Yes," I said with a frown in my eyes. I wish we could get married now.

He flipped the page again. He looked absolutely stumped by the picture he was looking at. I could see the confusion written on his face.

"Why am I singing?" Ville questioned, looking at me curiosly.

I giggled a little. "You were a singer. A famous one at that," I smiled.

"Was I any good?"

"Yes, you were a great singer. You had many fans." I was almost in tears.

"Oh," he said looking at the picture again. "I was in a band?"

"Yup, a great band," I smiled. "I saw the other members the other day. They miss you...and so does Bam."

"Bam?" he looked so puzzled.

"This is going to be so hard since you don't remember anything," I sighed. I started to flip through the pages of the album as well, trying to find a picture of Bam and Ville. And the guys and Ville. "There," I said pointing at a picture of Bam and Ville. "That's you and Bam."

He looked like he was trying to remember. It didn't look like it was working. He looked sad. And he looked up with puppy dog eyes.

"I don't remember, I'm sorry," he started to say. "I need to go, but if I come back. Will you tell me everything?"

"Everything?" I said, not really knowing what he meant.

"Everything, like, how I was when I was alive. Who I met, who my parents are..." he trailed off a little. "How I died..."

Death is horrible. I wish he was still alive.

"Yes, I will," I stated, trying to smile and hold back tears at the same time.

He got up from my bed, and wished me a good bye. he started to leave, but I sprung up and stalled him.

"Ville," I said with desperation in my eyes. "Ummmm...I know this may be hard to ask of you but...."

"Yes?"

"Maybe you'll remember something...if....if I gave you a kiss?" I stated and asked at the same time. I kind of blushed a little as Ville started to ponder what I was saying. It's worth a try...and...I'll get to kiss him again. He looked at me questionally and nodded yes. My heart skipped a beat.

Ville leaned in towards me, as I leaned in towards him as well. Our lips met, his was so cold. He took my breath away. The kiss lasted for a few moments, maybe a minute, and then he pulled away.

And then my door opened. Sophia stepped in, and looked positivly shocked.

"Holy shit," she gasped. I'm guessing she sees Ville. "Ville?"

Her face went pale, her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and she fainted. Aleena was right, people's eyes do look creepy when they faint.

 

to be continued...

Alicia and I had finsihed putting the pitures in the empty spaces. Damn, they're taking forever to get here. I sighed and looked over at Alicia, who fell asleep as well. Everyone was drifting off. Well, everyone but me. I'm too timid to sleep. I sighed causing both Alicia and Frank to stir. This is really uncomfortable. I noticed a couple others fell alseep too. Andrew, Davie, Ash, Vaughn, Aleena, Mikey, Bob, Ray....Jeez, they should go home and sleep. But it's nice having them here.

I looked around the room again. Gerard and Sophia were playing cards, Deanna and Deirdre were talking, Adam and Tanya were reading...comics. And the others were just sitting. Hm, they're bored. I heard a few gasps outside. Gerard did too because he looked up. I'm guessing they're here. Finally.

Gerard stood up and Sophia started to put the cards away. He came to the side of my bed, being careful not to wake Andrew, Alicia, and Frank, and knelt down to whisper in my ear.

"You don't have to talk to them, Brandy. If it's going to upset you, then I'll tell them to not disturb you. " He whispered. His eyes grew a little wide as he was waiting for me to say something. I sighed again and Frank woke up this time. HIs hair is messy.

"No, it's okay, Gerard," I said looking at him then at Frank. "Though, I do wanna be alone when I talk to them. Should I wake Alicia?"

Gerard sighed frustrated at the fact that I wanna talk to the guys. He's overprotective a little.

Frank sat up, and looked at Alicia. He giggled as if he was going to do something. I knew what he was up too.

"Can I wake her up?" he asked devilishly. I nodded, excited to see what he was going to do. He got up from his side of the bed very gingerly and crept his way over to Alicia.

He bent down to her ear, trying not to laugh. He took in a deep breath, and shouted, "OH MY GOD! MIKEYS FUCKIN PREGNANT?!"

Alicia shot up, hitting Frank in the nose with the side of her head. Gerard was on the ground laughing, waking everyone else who was sleeping up.

"Frank, you idiot! That was soooo mean!" she yelled. Everyone who was sleeping looked so confused.

The door opened, suddenly, and on came Bam first then Linde, Gas, Mige, and Burton. I stopped laughing at first glimpse.

"Guys," Gerard said as they entered the room. "Let's go and let them talk alone. They have some catching up to do."

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They stood at the foot of my bed awkwardly after everyone left. I don't know what to say to them. I haven't seen them in so long, and they remind me of Ville. My throat went dry again and I started to cough. bam had alert in his eyes, knowing that i was a it sickly. He poured me a cup of water and handed it to me. I finished it in a few gulps. I noticed some of the things in their hands. They were Ville's things.

"Whatcha got there?" I asked innocently, pointing to the things they had in their hands.

"Oh," Linde said. "Umm...before Ville died...he left his beanie at my house. I forgot to give it to you at the funeral and I didn't really see you afterwards. I thought you would want it." he placed it on my head. I giggled at the few memories of Ville doing the same to me. He would pull down below my eyes and laugh at me 'cause I couldn't see.

"Thank you, Linde," I said leaning forward to give him a hug. This isn't as bad as I thought it would be, I guess. Burton came forward as well. He had a gift too, except it was smaller.

"I found this," he extended the gift towards me. "I thought he would keep it at your guys' house but he didn't. It's a letter for you. You can read it later."

"Okay," I said taking it from his hands. "Thanks Burton." I placed the letter inside the photoalbum and gave Burton a hug too. I think they're just giving me the gifts.

Bam gave me a gift next. It was pictures of Ville that I left at mine and Ville's old house. I can't believe I let them there. Gas gave me Ville's leather pants, he also brought me some other things as well. Mige gave me Ville's scarf and threw it around my neck.

"You like like Ville," Bam giggled a little. I guess I did, considering I was wearing his beanie and scarf. All I need to do is to throw on the leather pants and I'll look almost exactly like him. I smiled. I can smell Ville on his scarf. Strange how his scent still lingers on this. He wore it a lot, I guess it was bound to happen.

"Guys," I looked up at them. They looked uncomfortable. "Ummm...did Jamia or anybody tell you what happened before I was admitted?"

They looked at each other with unpleasurable looks. I think they knew. Bam nodded, so did the others. They knew.

"You think I'm crazy, don't you?" I asked with an unhumorus laugh in my voice. Bam sat next to me on my bed and threw his arms around me to give me a hug.

"No, I don't think you're crazy," he smiled. His eyes reminded me of Ville's, only blue. "You miss him. We all do."

"It's not like that though," I huffed. "I miss him a lot. But I actually did see him...three times, Bam. I swear."

"Did you talk to anybody about it?" Gas chimed in, he couldn't resist in asking me that question.

"Yeah, nobody believes me. Nobody except Frank, and Jade, the girl down the hall." I said looking up at them with eager eyes. "Do you believe me?"

 

to be continued...

Tagged by: xxmcrmyxx

The Challenge: List 12 songs that cheer you up.

The Rules:Tag 8 people , then they have to tag 8 aswell.

 

1) Desert Song- My Chemical Romance

2) Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday

3) Gone With The Sin - HIM

4) F-F-F-Falling- The Rasmus

5) All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)- Bullet For My Valentine

6) Warmness On The Soul- Avenged Sevenfold

7) You And I Both- Jason Mraz

8) Mall Goth- False Start

9) My Way Home Is Through You- My Chemical Romance

10) Early Sunsets Over Monroeville- My Chemical Romance

11) Die Romantic- Aiden

12) Life is Beautiful - Sixx:A.M.

I'll Tag: villevaloluvva12, ripoutripout, mychemicalenee, monkeylover66, greeneyedmonster,sw33tnt0xic93 ...and that's all of who I can think of right now...lmao

I woke up in a haze again, this time, my head felt like it had split open. Fuck, it hurts. My arm as well. Looks like the needle did more damage than I had expected...stitches. I lifted my good arm up to towards my head to try to rub away the pain. No good, my head was bandaged, I felt like a mummy. Damn medicine.

I looked around the room, everyone was here. I didn't know what the look on my face looked like, but by the facial expressions on everyone elses face made me think I looked confused. I tried to sit up but it hurt too much, and plus, Frank was laying next to me again, sleeping, I didn't want to disturb him.

"What happened?" I asked everybody. Personally, I don't think they know what happened. They never see what I see, or hear what I hear. But, I had to ask anyway, I hit my head pretty hard.

Andrew was standing next to me, near my annoying heart-rate monitor.

"You fell," he said in his cute New Zealand accent. "You hit your head pretty hard, you were unconcsious for about 5 hours." he explained. Something was going on, but I don't know what. I felt my stomach drop.

"A-and my arm?" I asked, though I already knew the answer.

"When you fell," he started to explain again. "The needle rip out. You lost some blood, but you'll be fine. " he tried to smile.

'What the hell is going on?' I asked myself. They all looked....guilty or frightened. What's going on? What the hell is happeneing?

"Okay." I whispered though my voice sounded a bit harsh. I cleared my throat a little to calm myself down. "What's going on? I feel like you guys are keeping something from me...what is it?"

No one answered, they looked at each other or at the ground. Frank snored a little, turning towards me and throwing his arm around my chest in his sleep. His face buried in my shoulder. I heard a chuckle from across the room, near the window. I couldn't see her face but I knew who she is.

"Jamia," I called for her in a surprised tone. She turned around and got up from the window. She's Franks finacee and one of my best friends as well. She was supposed to be in Florida, spending a couple weeks with her parents who were on vacation.

"Hi," she said approaching me. "Awww...he's so cute." She said looking at Frank, then back at me. "Alicia's here too, she's getting coffee for everybody. Though there is over 20 people here."

"Jamia, what's going on? What's happening?" I asked, I really needed to know. Everybody's facial expression changed again.

Jamia looked at Sophia and Gerard, asking them with her eyes if it's okay to tell me what's happening. They looked at each other, than back at Jamia, and nodded yes.

She sighed, making whatever it is look like a really big deal to me. "Well," she said, looking into my eyes. "It's really not a big deal, but....Linde, Mige, Gas, and Burton are in town. So is Bam."

"So?..." I asked, begging her to tell me all that she knew.

"We kinda told them you were here," she sighed, watching my eyes get watery. I haven't seen them in so long. Ever since Ville's death. What do I say to them? It's so hard. "They're on their way to the hospital. They have some things for you."

"Oh," I said sounding meloncholy in tone. I tear washed over my cheek. Am I happy? Am I happy that they're coming? Or are I said because they remind me of my lost love? I don't know. I'll figure it out soon.

"How long?" I asked her.

"In about an hour, hour and a half maybe..." she smiled. I sunk in my bed, causing Frank to stir and snore a bit again.

"How long has he been sleeping here?" I questioned with amusement in my voice.

"Oh, about two hours or so..." Jamia giggled. "He felt bad because he let you go and you hit your head."

"He doesn't need to feel bad about that. It's not his fault." I sighed, looking at Gerard who looked extra guilty at the moment. I pondered a thought in my head and said it out loud. "Unless...someone told him it was his fault...."

Gerard looked down at his shoes and sighed heavily. He started to twoddle with his thumbs, not looking up to look at me or anyone else for that matter. I shrugged it off for now, knowing Gerard would fess up to it later and hopefully apologize to Frank.

I looked over at the tray of food across the room. On top of the tray was the photo album Frankie got me. Sophia noticed that I was eyeing it and traveled a few feet to get it for me. She placed it on my lap and suddenly remembered something in her purse. She took out a stack of pictures and handed them to me.

"I noticed that there was some empty spaces in the album. I brought some pictures so have have something to do and so that you could fill those spaces." she said with sympathy in her eyes and in her smile.

"Thank you," I said with a tear in mine. I noticed a familiar face at the door, then, struggling with a lot of coffee in her hands. "Hmmm...I think someone should help Alicia with the coffee." I said pointing at the door. Davie, Vaughn, and Ash all sprang for the door to help her...and to get their coffee. What time was it? I looked up atthe clock that the hospital had installed into the wall. 2:33 a.m. Holy hell...I think my friends have gone crazy for staying up with me this late...or early.

I shook my head a little and opened my album to put the pictures in the empty places that Sophia mentioned. I heard a little 'hmph' at the end of the room and looked up. Alicia had her hands on her hips and her mouth gaping open.

"You're not going to say Hi to me?" she said very sternly but then laughed.

"I'm sorry, Alicia," I said grinning a bit. "Hi." I giggled humourously. She crawled on to the other side of my bed and took half of the stack of my pictures and started looking at them. She had me squished between her and the sleeping beauty onthe other side.

"Can I help?" she asked looking up at me then giggled at Frank. He moved into the position with his ass in the air and his face implanted into the pillow.

"Okay," I said, knowing that in about in hour or so, more memories are going to be placed back into my head. Why not start now, softing the blow for what's probably going to happen later.

 

to be continued...

Frank escorted me down the hallway to that girls room. Of course I had to roll along the IV drip. Gerard was still at lunch, amazingly. He's been at lunch for over an hour, he probably met up with Sophia and the others. I can't believe he has never left my side since that night, Gerard is such a great friend. I just hope he doesn't sacrifice his life just to be by my side. He has sooo much going for him.

Frank kept his arm strattled across my shoulders so I don't fall over, I'm still a bit dizzy from all the medicine they gave me. I hate medicine. We arrived at the girls room. She looked so familiar. I think I met her before.

Her parents were right by herside like parents should be if their kid was sick. They looked up as Frank and I entered and so did the girl. She was extremely pale. The mom looked like she'd been crying, the dad looked concerned, and the girl looked sick as hell.

"Whoa," she said as I entered the room. "Mom...Dad....That's Ville Valo's finacee...and Frankie Iero from My Chemical Romance!" she said with strain in her voice.

"Hi," I said with a slight smile on my face. "Um, I'm Brandy. What's your name?"

Her parents looked confused, but happy to see the smile on the girls face. She looked at me with amazement written on her face.

"I-I'm Jade," she said stuttering a little. "You wanna talk to me?" she said exaggerating the 'me.'

"Yeah, I do," I said sitting next to her as her mother moved away a bit. Jade looked at her mom and dad and notioned for them to leave for a few minutes as we talked.

"I suppose you wanna talk about what I saw that night. Am I right?" Jade said with a smile in her eyes. I figured that HIM was one of her favorite bands with that little grin in her eyes. I wasn't wrong either.

"Yes," I said grinning a little. "If that's okay with you. of course."

She smiled and nodded. She them realized that Frank was still in the room. She flushed a deep shade of crimson on her face. It made me chuckle a little.

"Well," she began with a shakey voice. "I felt a kind of....burning or beating....in my chest. It hurt like hell. And, before I knew it, I was on the ground. I couldn't breathe. The music stopped, and I looked up and I wasn't in my body anymore. And....there was a man....a reaper....standing beside me. And I then recognized his face. He spoke to me in a cute finnish accent. He said, ' No, don't stand. It's not your time, love. Get back in your body. It'd not your time, my dear. It's not your time.' And he looked up at the stage as I layed back down into my body. I think he was looking at you because..."

"B-because what?" this is so scary.

"Because...he whispered your name, and his eyes glossed over in tears. But then he shook it off and it was like he forgot all about you," Jade finished explaining. She looked over at me, my mouth was dry, and my eyes were fighting back tears. "I'm sorry."

"Thank you," I whispered to her, a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Wait," she said as I started to get up. "He will remember you. I could see it in his eyes. He loves you, he still loves you."

I bent over and kissed Jade on the forehead right before I left. I felt dizzy, I needed sleep. The medicine was getting to me. I stumbled a little as I turned around, causing Frank to quickly move to my side, wrapping his arm around my waist.

I turned my head to look at Jade and said, "I'll be back. You seem like a cool chick. I just need a little sleep. This damn medicine is getting ot me."

She smiled, and right before we left, Frank autographed one of the CD's that her parents had brought to her. She squinted at it, and looked absolutely puzzled.

"Dude," she said to Frank, trying not to laugh. "You spelled your name wrong."

"Shit," he sighed. "Uhhh, can I sigh that again?"

Jade handed him the CD again, this time, he was concentrating.

"Here you go," he smiled and handed it back to her. "If I spelled it wrong again, I'll be back with her."

And then we left, wlaking slowly down the hallway again. I was so dizzy. I kept thinking about what Jade said. He looked at me...he did remember me...he still loves me. He just needs to be reminded again and again. I hope to be with him again. As we drew closer to my room, we heard a commotion coming our way. I really need to lay down, though. I feel sick.

"Outta the way! Outta the way!" I heard a doctor yell form behind us. Frankpulled me to the side as a patient in a gurney was rushed past us. Frank let go for a second and I hit the ground. The needle that was attached to my arm got ripped out and my head hit the ground with a loud thump. I looked up again, and I saw Ville again. But this time I wasn't dying. I think he wants me to see him this time. I think...he wants to remember.

 

to be continued...

Beep...beep....beep...beep...

The sound of the heart-rate moniter woke me up after my near death experience. Everything looked a bit fuzzy as my eyes tried to adjust to the bright hospital lights. There was a needle in my arm and a tube in my nose. Both carrying fluids into my body. I tried to speak but my throat was extremely dry. I needed water. I saw the button the calls the nurse next to my left hand. I grasped it and pushed the button.

A few moments later, a young, brunette nurse came barreling through the door. Sh elooked surprised to see me awake.

"I need water," I tried to say but it hardly came out. The nurse quickly grabbed a pitcher full of ice water and a cup and poured the water. She handed it to me and watched me drink, strange. As I was finished, she took the cup and poured me more water. How long have I been out?

"How long have I been out?" I asked the nurse with my voice partially back.

"About a week, I think." she said. "Do you want me to get your doctor?"

"Yes," I said, looking around for any familiar faces. "Where is everybody?"

"I believe they're out in the waiting room or talking to the doctor. Would you like me to get them as well?" she stated, trying to sound nice and caring though she didn't actually accomplish it. I nodded yes and she walked out the door. I waited patiently for the doctor and friends. What happened to me?

And then I remembered seeing my body on the bed as I stood next to a familiar finnish reaper. Ville. He didn't recognize me? How could he forget me? Why was he made a reaper?

I couldn't answer those questions, I want too but I can't. I don't know the answer but they still broke my heart. Even in death I can't be with him. Life and death both suck.

"Brandy?" I looked up and saw a concerned Gerard walking to my bed. I smiled slightly as he took my hand in his. He looks like hell, but I do to so it doesn't matter, I guess. i tear rolled down his cheek which hinted a bit of relief on his face.

"Hi," I greeted, though I sounded a bit drowsey. "What happened?" I asked him. He sat down at the end of my bed, still holding my hand, trying to figure out a way to explain everything to me.

"Ummm...." he started, he sighed with a bit of frustration in his sigh. "Somebody did happen to poison th epepsi that you were drinking. The police think it was supposed to be an attack on me and the others, but you drank all the pepsi. You practically saved all of us." he smiled and then frowned. "I should have stayed a little longer..."

"Gerard, it's not you're fault. I'm the one with the pepsi addiction. And I was really tired. No one could have known what was going to happen." I tried to reassure him. He kissed the back of my hand, and petted my hair.

"Frank's here too," he said changing the subject but with poor attempt. "I'll tell him to let you rest for a while if you want."

"No, I've been asleep for a week," I laughed though it hurt. "Where are the others?"

"Lunch, we all have been sleeping here all week," he giggled. "The hospital staff had to find you a bigger room to fit over 22 people. It was hilarious."

"I bet it was and knowing Frank, he probably wanted to find me a room that overlooked some non-exsisting ocean."

"How did you know?" Gerard cracked up.

"It's Frank, duh!" I smiled nicely and humourously. "Gerard, you should get something to eat or at least get some coffee. You look like hell."

"No, no. I'm fine, I wanna stay here with you."

"It doesn't look like I'm gonna be leaving here anytime soon. Eat...now." I ordered him like a mother. "It'll make me happy. You don't wanna deprive me a smile now do you?"

"No, I don't. If it makes you happy, I'll go get something to eat. But I'm coming right back after, okay?" He smiled again. "I'll send in Frank, he'll keep you entertained for awhile."

He kissed the back of my hand again, and then he was gone. I have to tell someone about what I saw that night. Either I was imagining it, or it did happen. Someone has to know.

"Brandy!!! You're awake!!!!!!" Frank said running in with balloons and a gift in his hands. I laughed at his hyperness and happiness.

"I got you four balloons cuz I know that four is your favorite number." he smiled a big smile which exposed all of his teeth.

" 'It's a girl,'" I qouted from one of the balloons that he gave me.

"Yeah, I accidently popped all the Get Well Soon balloons cuz I wanted to put candy inside but it didn't work so I got you these balloons. I hope that's okay," he said in a lighthearted mood.

"That's perfectly fine," I said, trying to refrain myself form laughing. "Can I talk to you Frank?"

"Yeah, but first you gotta open your gift," He said, crawling on my bed and laying down next to me, handing me the gift.

I opened the poorly wrapped gift (wrapped by Frank himself) very slowly. I removed the wrapping and was astonished by what he got me. Tears came to my eyes.

"Do you like it?" he asked in an innocently looking voice.

It was a photo album from great memories from the past. The very first picture that was in the album was the one of Ville and I at the movies last year. We were coming out of the theatre and Frank jumped out and took a surprise picture of the two of us. I looked horrible in the picture but Ville looked amazing, he never took a bad picture. tge next picture was of Frank and I when we were 15. It was winter and Frank had pushed me in the cold snow and shoved snow into the back of my shirt, i shoved snow in his pants. Haha.

"Oh Frank," I sniffled, trying to choke the tears into the back of my eyes. "I love it!"

I looked over at Frank and kissed him on the cheek.

"So, what do you wanna talk about?" he asked innocently again.

"Okay, but you have to take this seriously okay? No foolish-ness, okay?" I asked in a whispered tone.

"I'll try, but it always comes naturally," he warned.

"I know," I sighed then looked at my hands, then back at Frank. "When I was....'dying'....I found myself standing outside of my body, looking at myself. Then, I saw a man, a--a reaper. ANd.....the reaper was...Ville....he didn't remember me, Frank, he doesn't remember who I am..."

"Hm," he said very puzzled. "At the show, when you said you saw Ville, you probably did see him."

"What?" I said very surprised.

"One of our fans at the show nearly died that night. He had like a heart attack or somehting. But she's at the hospital....a few doors down. She said that she saw Ville too, As a reaper. Andrew was talking to her about it, and....I think you're right."

 

to be continued...

 

I woke up in haze. I found myself in my room again not knowing how the hell I got there in the first place. I sat up and looked over at my clock, 1:35 pm it read. Somehow, I was in my pajamas as well.

'What the hell happened?' I thought to myself. Then I remembered a certain face in the crowd at the concert. Ville.

I heard chatting outside in the living room, familiar voices of course. How am I gonna explain this to them? It was hard enough explaining to Sophia what I was doing in the cemetery, but this, way harder. I flopped down back on my bed, my head hitting my pillow. Not a good idea. My head hurt like fuck. I need aspirin.

I got up and dragged my way to the door. Maybe I could tough out the extremely painful headache? Or not... I sighed, opening the door, letitng the light hit my face and making me squint. I walked past the living room, hoping that no one would really notice, to see who was there. Damn, all my friends were there and worried as shit. I could tell because no one was really laughing or anything. I walked to the bathroom and took out the aspirin, only one, and took it to relieve my headache. I decided to go talk to my friends and give them a little piece of mind. They shouldn't worry, it's not their fault or anything.

I walked into the living room and saw many eyes staring at me.

"Hi," I managed to say though it was hard for me to speak.

"You're alive!" Frank, one of my friends and also an awesome ass guitarist from MCR, said jumping up to hug me to death. "I thought someone poisoned your pepsi!"

I giggled a little, Frankie always seems to cheer me up with his.....unique-ness. I looked around the room and saw many of my friends there. Gerard, Frank, Sophia (of course), Mikey, Ray, Bob, Adam, Matt, Eddie, Mark, Andrew, Dave, Vaughn, Ash, Rachel, Deanna, Deirdre, Ana, Aleena, Tanya, Judith, Nikki, and some other people. Damn it's a full house.

"Brandy!" Aleena said hugging me as well. "When you fainted, your eyes looked really creepy." she giggled a bit as did I.

"What I want to know is," Nikki said to me all serious and what not. "Is why you fainted. What did you see?"

My face went a bit pale, I could tell that they noticed. I started picking at my cuticles and my voice went dry. What if they thought I was crazy?

"Ummm, can I sit?" I said trying to find somewhere to sit. Adam pulled me down to sit on his lap, I sighed and slouched back as my head hit his chest. He kissed the top of my head, he's such a sweetheart.

"Brandy, are you okay?" Judith asked me as Aleena took her seat next to Judith.

"No," I replied. I was searching for words to say, but everything I want to say is choking me. "I-I-I......I saw....I.....ugh...."

"What did you see?" Mikey asked from across the room.

I sighed, they probably knew anyways. "Ville..." I mumbled.

"But....Ville's..." Gerard started.

"I know," I interupted. "He's dead, I know. But I saw him, and he was looking at me. I swear that I saw him."

"No one said that you didn't," Sophia said to me with worry in her eyes.

I felt a cold tear drip down my face and my eyes freeze over with emotion. I felt 44 arms all wrap around me, trying to calm me down. They don't know what I'm going through. This is so hard. I need him. I want him. I love him. I don't know if they understand at all what I'm going through. I stood up after they all hugged me to death.

"I'm going to bed." I said as I started towards my room.

"No! No! No!" I heard Frank from behind me. He was pouting. "Not before you give us ALL one more hug and kiss." He smiled his cute little smile.

"Frank," I sighed. "I'm really...."

"Now woman!" he commanded but then giggled a little. I nodded okay and gave Frank a hug and kiss on the cheek first so that he doesn't complain. Then Gerard, Bob, Mikey, Ray, Adam, Aleena, Tanya, Judith, Nikki, Matt, Ana, Eddie, Mark, Dave, Ash, Vaughn, Andrew, Rachel, Deirdre, Deanna, and then Sophia.

"I expect a call later," Aleena said smiling. I said okay and went back to my room. A few moments later, a knock came at my door.

"Frank, I swear to God that I didn't take your Superman underwear!" I yelled, laughing quietly to myself as the person who was at my door came in.

"Frank has Superman underwear?" Sophia asked me with the utmost curiosity on her face.

"Knowing Frank....probably." I sighed. "I supposed you want to talk to me about tonight?"

"You supposed right, but," she said noticing the uncomfortable look on my face. "You should get some rest, hun. Think things through." Sohpia hugged me again before she went to bed herself.

"Wait," I said before she walked out the door. "Who was the perv that dressed me in my pj's?"

Sophia started laughing really hard. "Ummm..."she giggled. "Gerard did it. Just make sure you're wearing a bra, okay? Night..." she said still laughing. As soon as she left, I checked if I was wearing a bra taking her statement a little seriously. Thank God, I am.

I crawled under my blanket and drifted off into a heavy sleep.

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I woke up about an hour after I fell asleep, my whole body ached and I don't know why. I started coughing and sweating horribley. My hands were shaking and and my breath ran short. What's happeneing to me?

"So-So-So...."I tried calling for Sophia. I struggled to get out of bed, as I stood I fell right back to the ground. I crawled back up on my bed and layed there hazily as I  drifted in and out of consciousness.

I layed there not knowing that a man was standing about me humming a tune of love and despair as he stared at me.

"Hmmm....poisining...foolish girl," he laughed a little at my near demise. "I love your skin oh so white," he started singing, "I love your touch cold as ice. And I love every single tear you cry. I just love the way you're losing your life...."

My soul started to drift out of my body. I saw myself laying on the bed as I floated next to the man who seemed to be a reaper. He turned to me, the flash of his deep green eyes startled me.

"Ville?" I said as I looked at the meer reaper. "Ville is that you?"

He looked confused for a moment, then sighed as he proabably thought I mistaked him for another. My faced dropped as I realized he didn't recognize me.

"Are you ready to leave, my dear?" he asked in his sweet finnish accent.

"You don't remember me, do you Ville?" I ask in a sad and disappointed voice.

"I'm sorry, Love. I have no idea what you're talking about." he stated clearly, without any emotion on his face.

I pointed to the picture that I placed back on my vanity, the one with me, Ville, Sophia and Gerard. He approached it slowly with a nonchalant look on his face. I walked behind him as he glanced at the picture. His face dropped, he looked at me like he was remembering something. He looked so innocent, so confused.

"You...knew me when...when I was alive?" he looked so excited by this. I nodded and placed my ghostly hand on his.

"We were to be wed." I said to him with love in my voice.

At that moment, Sophia came rushing through my door, not noticing ghosts standing at the vanity.

"Brandy," she said in a sleepy tone. "Gerard's on the phone." she extended the phone to me. "Brandy.....Brandy...??"

She ranover to the light and flipped on the switch. My face was white as ever and she ran over to check my pulse. She gave a short gasp and raised the phone to her ear and spoke to Gerard.

"Oh my God," she said in a shakey voice. "She's not breathing." she hung up quickly and started giving me CPR. Knowing Gerard, he's calling an ambulence. I looked over at Ville again, my ghostly self to his and asked him a question as I realized that I was fading back into my body. Sohpia was bringing me back to life.

"Ville," I said to him. "What did they make you?"

"They....they made me the..."

 

to be continued...

It's snowing...*sigh*

Gerard and I sat in total awkward silence for a few moments. Talking about Ville to Gerard...it's sometimes easy, I guess. But, mostly uncomfortable. It's hard to explain things like this to Gerard. It's like Ville is still here and he never left me but he did. I don't get it and I don't think Gerard will.

I sighed, tapping my index finger to my kneecap, glancing over at my best friend who was glancing back. God, can this get anymore uncomfortable?

"Heyy guys!" Sophia said walking through the door and breaking our awkward silence. "What's up?"

"Hi Sophia!" I smiled generously giving her a hug. "Oh, nothing much really..." I somewhat lied but not really. Thank goodness Sophia is here, it'll be waayyy easier to talk to her about this, she understands.

"What's up Gerard?" she said as he stood up to hug her as well. "Anthing new, man?"

"Oh, no, nothing much. Just hangin' out," he grinned. "Oh shit...I have to go. I got rehearsal in an hour. Are you guys coming to the gig tonight?"

"Dude, you know we are, man!" Sophia said, noticing the timid look on my face as she said that. "See ya!" she smiled apprehensively.

I hugged Gerard goodbye and as he walked out the door I flopped down on the couch and let out a heavy sigh.

"What's going on, heavyheart?" she asked me flopping down beside me.

"Well...." I started to confess. This is sooo hard. "Gerard kinda found me asleep at the cemetery earlier." I said, blushing a deep shade of crimson on my face. I looked at Sophia who was looking for words to say to me. How can I explain this to her? "I feel so.....*sigh*...alone without Ville. I know I sound completely obsessed and dependent on him but.....I love him so much. When he first asked me out, we were inserparable (sp?).....I miss him."

Sophia reached over to hug me. Though no words were spoken out of her mouth, she seemed to calm me down like she always does. I love Sophia, she's one of my bestest friends ever. A few moments of silence as soon disrupted by my cell phone humming the song "Rebel Yell" by Billy Idol.

"Hello?" I said answering my cell, hiding the sadness in my voice.

"Oh my God!" I heard the other perosn exclaim.

"Hey Deanna." I giggled to myself.

"Are you going to the concert tonight???" he asked with extreme excitement in her voice.

"You mean, the one with MCR, TBS, and False Start? Of course!" I grinned, looking over at Sophia who knew that I was faking happiness (though I am excited about the concert) so that Deanna doesn't get worried.

"I have to go, Deanna." I sighed, looking at my hands. "I'll see you, tonight."

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Sohphia and I entered the venue knowing that the guys were going to be there early. Plus, a lot fo my friends are here too. I had to finally get out of the house, besides the constant cemetery visits. But for some reason, though I love my friends, I was dreading to see them. I haven't seen them in a long time, 2 months, besides the brief visits they made after Ville's death.

Me, Spohia, and the others weren't the only ones that were early. The fans were there as well, waiting for the show to begin and hopefully get a glimpse of the bands as they came in, and maybe get some autographs and pics with them as well. It wasn't long before someone recognized me as Ville's fiancee. When Ville was alive, I would always love to talk to the fans and everything, but now that he's gone...I don't know anymore. I didn't want to let anybody down, it was them, the fans, who got Ville to were he was in life, a great singer in a great band. I did talk to some fans as I made my way backstage, they gave me their condolences.

I waved goddbye to the fans as I walked into the door that led me backstage. Sohpia had found one of our other friends, Ana, who so happened to be dating Matt Rubano from Taking Back Sunday, and started talking to her as I made my way to the refreshment table. Pepsi and some chips, my comfort food. I turned around, with pepsi in one hand and chips in the other, noticing a rather familiar looking face running toward me.

"Brrraaannndddyyyy!!!!" Dave yelled running towards me. I quickly put th pepsi and chips down, knowing that he would be the first of many to tackle hug me.

"Ahh!" I yelled as he tackled me to the ground. I giggled, trying to break free form his grasp. "Hi Dave."

"I'm sooo glad to see you!" he said, finally letting me up. "I missed you!"

"I missed you too! How have you been doing?" I asked, knowing that he was going to bring something completely painful up.

"I've been good," He smiled, then had a serious look onhis face. The same face expression I get when people are about to ask me how I'm doing since Ville was killed. "How have..."

"Dave!" I heard Ash call from the stage. "We're on in 2 minutes!"

'Oh shit,' I thought. 'How long have I been lingering here?'

"Oh, uh, I have to go," he sighed, then giving me a hug. "Hang out afterwards kay?"

"Okay," I smiled as he ran onstage. I moved closer to the curtains to get a better view of the guys while they were playing. The first song they played was "Mall Goth," which is my favorite song by them.

I opened the curtain a little and peeked out towards the crowd. A few familair faces were in there.....and then one distinctive one.

Before I knew it, my eyes rolled to the back of my head and I hit the ground with a loud thump.

 

to be continued....

well...mainly a character heads up (like who's gonna be in it and all)....

Mainly I'm gonna have bands such as:

• My Chemical Romance (when don't I?)
• Taking Back Sunday (cuz they rock)
• H.I.M. (well duh! lol)
• False Start (cuz they are cool ass dudes!)

And some of my friends such as:

• Sophia ( I love her to fuckin' death!)
• Ana ( i can't leave Ana out now can I?)
• Deanna (she's my brother...lol)
• Deirdre (cuz she's the SEX)
• Rachel (cuz she loves me and I love her)
• Tanya (how can I forget Tanya? she's my bestie!)

Things might change....but I kow you guys would figure it out lol.....I might add people and I might just leave people out...but I'm being really nice this time around and letting yall know.

But there WILL be cliffhangers! *evil grin* now I'm evil

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OMFG OMFG OMFG! My friend Freddie went to a 3DG concert and I told him to tell Adam Gontier (the singer for those who don't know) that I said "Hi!" and Freddie was like "How the hell am I going to meet Adam?" I told him to yell it at him....but guess what? When Freddie was eating at some casino.....he saw Brad from 3DG and then he saw Adam!!! He went up tp them and took pics and Freddie was all like..."My friend Brandy told me to tell you that she said 'Hi!'" and guess what Adam said.....he was all like "Ooookkkaaayyyy..." lmao!

And my sister has to pay me $20 a month....lol I made her sign a contract...this is how the comtract goes...lol:

Every time AJ gives Christina (middle and last name) money, she had to give it to Brandy (middle and last name.) She swore to thy lord Valo, if she does not give Brandy the money, thy Valo will strike her down with lightning and she will die.

And then she and I signed it and now it's offical...and plus....the old contract that I have with her (she has to pay me $55) is still active...that's a hell of a lot of money! lol

Val was walking home again after working another late shift at work. It's been a month since the whole ordeal and Val still take the cemetery route home. Though, sge lives in a different house now, it's still the same way and easier to get to. Val pulled her coat closer to her as the wind blew and made her get chillier. She crossed the street to enter the cemetery. The big gate made a little creak as she passed through it.

She walked inbetween the tombstones and monuments, walking faster with each step. The leaves and sticks made crunching noises under her feet as she went. She wasn't as clumsy as she usually was and her ankle healed pretty nicely considering how bad the sprain was. Val saw her new house up ahead as she started to climb up the big hill that it was perched on.

A few minutes later, she finally made it up without tripping. Val made her way to the back, and stared at the roses that were still there, but a little less magnificent than they were before. They still fascinated her though. She averted her direction back to the house and took out her key to unlock the back door. She say a light onin the living room.

"WiL?" she said gently closing the door. "Are you still up?"

She made her way to living room and asked again.

"No, it's just me."

"Oh, Darcy. I though you were WiL. Is he sleeping?" Val asked.

"Yeah, how was work?" Darcy asked, turning around to face her best friend. Darcy had survived the stabbing last month and was released from the hospital just last week. She nearly bled to death when he stabbed her. M did escape after he did so, he's still out there but isn't considered much of a threat anymore.

"Oh, fine. How was your day?" Val questioned, flopping down on the couch next to her best friend who was reading a book about vampires.

"Fine. I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow. Just a check-up." she smiled.

"That reminds me," Val said. "Cordelia and Gerard are coming over tomorrow night. School starts in a week and I, lucky me, have to fill out papers since I don't live with them anymore."

"That really sucks," Darcy laughed but then gained a serious look on her face. "Hmmm....I'm wondering..."

"What?"

"How will the kids at school react to you being married and me being stabbed and WiL and the guys going to school as well?"

"I don't know. But I don't think we should tell them about you being stabbed by a psycho, love-crazed vampire. Or the fact that I married an Immortal, turned him and the other Immortals human and now they're fully human and going to our school. I think it would startle them." Val giggled a bit. Darcy joined in too but then went to reading her book as Val got up, yawning, and heading for the stairs to her now furnished room that she shared with her husband. "Oh, and Lauri is coming by tomorrow too."

"Why?" Darcy asked, shooting her head up to make eye contact with Val.

"Oh...well.....I think he has a little crush on you..." Val laughed, turning around and running towards the stairs not saying anything else.

"What?" Darcy gasped dropping her book and following Val. "What? What do you mean?"

"He likes you....he likes you....la-la-la..." Val sang.

"Damn...does he know that I like him?" she asked looking a bit apprenhensive.

"Maybe...have fun tomorrow...." Val laughed, running up the stairs and closing her bedroom door behind her.

 

The End

I hope you guys enjoyed this fanfic :) I had to leave it off here...let your imagination carry on from here. lol....have fun :)

And thank you sooo much for commenting and buzzing. I hope you guys enjoy "Love Reaper" as much as you enjoyed this. The second chapter of "Love Reaper" will be up shortly :)

xoxo Brandy a.k.a. Mikey

"Dearly beloved," the old vampire minister started, obeying WiL's command to start the ceremony. "We are gathered here tonight to witness one of the truely magnificent marriages of all ages. The marriage between an Immortal man and a human girl. Now before I begin, are there any objections to why this couple should not bewed?"

Gerard, Bob, Ray, Mikey, Syn, Elias, Ville, Lauri, Cordelia, and Darcy all placed their hands over each others (which were placed over M's mouth) so that there would be no objections and the ceremony would begin.

"Do you, Immortal, take this human to be your lawfully wedded wife? To have and to hold, to love and to cherish, in sickness and in health...till death do you part?" The minister recieted.

"Yes, I do." WiL said holding fast to Val's hand.

"And you you, human, take this Immortal to be your lawfully wedded husband? To have and to hold, to love and to cherish, in sickness and in health...till death do you part?" He repeated.

"Y-yes," Val stuttered nervously. "I do."

"Alright, now, since you are not vampire. I'm going to ask you to take this knife and draw blood from her wrist and drink so her blood will flow through your veins." The vampire minster hand WiL a knife, in which WiL took so gingerly, to draw blood from Val's wrist.

"You ready?" WiL asked, taking Val's wrist and placing the knife firmly to it. She only nodded yes and closed her eyes tightly as the sharp blade gently ripped through her flesh. She felt his lips attach to her wrist as he drunk for only two seconds. Val opened her eyes as soon as he stopped drinking her blood.

"You may kiss the bride." The old vampire smiled slyly.

WiL drew Val close to him and kissed her passionately. He stopped short of the kiss, feeling a slight kicking in his chest.

"What is it?" Val asked very worried.

"My....heart..." he said suddenly surprised in a good way. He smiled so brightly that the sun was no maych for him. He took his wife's hand and placed it on his chest. She felt a heart beat under hand and his skin wasn't cold to the touch anymore. He was alive.

"You're....alive.....Your heart...it's beating..." Val rambled. "So does that mean that they're alive as well?" she said pointing to the other Immortals.

Ville, Elias, and Synyster all placed their hands on their neck/chest to find a pulse....which they did, of course. Where's Quinn?

The three had a blissful look on their faces. Blood now ran through their veins, they had heartbeats, they were alive again.

M struggled to break free from their grasp. The look of anger on his face frightened Val. She stayed close to WiL, scared that M was going to do something, and she couldn't quite keep her balance because her ankle was still sprained.

"Let's go," Gerard said with a grin on his face. "But they should go first." he said throwing a notion to Val and WiL.

"No!" M shouted at them. "I should be human! Not him! Or the others!"

M broke free of all of their grasps in a fit of rage and vengeance. He grabbed the closest person to him. Darcy.

"Let her go!" Val sqeauled as Darcy started crying frantically.

M took the knife that he had help close to Val's throat earlier and placed it close to Darcy's side.

"It's only fair," M started. "Your sister lost her best friend, so why shouldn't you?"

"No!"

 

to be continued....

Let's see.....I went from Jet Black hair (natural hair color) to chocolately brown (faded from the black but still is natural) to a plum purple (temp. dye) to plum purple again (again the temp. dye) to a seriously bright pink (semi-permanent.) to a peach color (faded from pink) to an orange color (faded from peach) to ice blue (semi-permanent dye) to a turquoise/green/b;onde/yellow/pink/purple (faded from blue...weird huh?) and now....

I'M A RED HEAD!!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Coming out next December....

You know the book by Stephanie Meyer...Twilight....well, they're coming out with a movie. I hope they live up to the book. I hate it when they make movies out of books because they always seem to butcher it. You know what I mean?

Kristen Stewart is going to play Bella Swan. Personally, I think she'll be amazing as Bella. I saw her in 'Speak' and she did an amazing job. And I've also seen her in other movies as well. She's a great acrtess.

And Robert Pattinson ( I believe that's his name) with be playing Edward Cullen. Robert played Cedric in Harry Potter. He's a good actor as well but he better be as good as Edward sounds. Though, I think he'll do well. But the way Stephanie Meyer described Edwards eyes in the book does make me a bit worried. I do think Robert has nice eyes, but I always imagined Edwards eyes as truely magnificent in so many ways.

Those are the only two people I know so far that is going to be in the movie. I'll try to keep you all posted if I find out anymore. But if you find out anymore than what I gave you, please tell me? Thank you loves:)

 

xoxo Brandy a.k.a. Mikey

Jasper is so cute! (btw...my mom didn't like the name Ash so she decided to name him Jasper...which was my idea in the first place)

He is the CUTEST little kitten ever! When he walks, it's like he's jumping or skipping and he loves to play with his tail and he likes to swing on the little bars of my chairs. He's so cute! He's very hyper like me and he does random things...like ME!

Damn...this cat is me...lol

 

 

NEW MCR DATES IN THE US

Well, well, well. Here we go again.

I know it has been a long time since we have written you guys. We have been very very busy touring in places that we have never been. To all of our fans in Southeast Asia, THANK YOU from the bottom of our hearts. What an amazing time we had and you all made us feel so welcome the entire time. We will be back in your part of the world as soon as we can.

We are also just finishing up the process for our CD/DVD "THE BLACK PARADE IS DEAD!". As soon as we have a solid release date on it, we will let you all know. It was filmed over a few weeks in October and looks incredible.

We wanted to let our fans in the US know that we are going to give it one more pass before we go write a new record. We are really excited about the tour. Our good friends BIlly Talent and Drive By are coming with us. We could not think of a better tour to go away from The Black Parade. Below are some dates and there will be more coming. We promise to keep you guys posted as we get them booked. We wanted to come to these places. We selected them. We really love the venues we are playing and wanted to get away from big shows for a while. When we started this thing, we could feel you guys right in front of us. It is time for that to happen again. See you soon.

Fri/3-28 Tempe, AZ On Sale Thu, 2/14 at 10:00 am MST
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Tue/4-8 Portland, OR
Fri/4-11 Salt Lake City, UT
Sun/4-13 Denver, CO @ The Fillmore Auditorium Pre-Sale Fri, 2/15 at 10:00 am to Fri, 2/15 at 6:00 pm MST
Tue/4-15 Kansas City, KS
Thu/4-17 Chicago
Sat/4-19 Detroit
Thu/4-24 New Orleans, LA
Fri/4-25 Baton Rouge, LA
Sat/4-26 Houston, TX
Sun/4-27 Dallas, TX
Mon/4-28 Austin, TX
Fri/5-2 Memphis, TN
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I know you all probably read this in My Chemical Column (that awesome ass group by Raven and Millie) but for those who didn't join....well...I joined the mailing group from MCR and so I thought i would post this for you guys....hopefully they come back to Philly!

Yes, I'm sorry I killed off Frank in the last chapter....I love Frank deeply.....it's just how it played out in my head.....But here's the new chapter and if I decide to kill off anyone else *hint hint* DON'T HATE ME!!!!!!!

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Val was crying hysterically as M and herself approached the alter. He still had the knife to her throat. Out of nowhere, an old vampire minister approached the alter with the book in his hands.

"Hey," Cordelia said in amazment/fear. "I know you. You performed mine and Gerard's wedding last year."

"Hello my dear," he said in nearly in inaudible voice. "Now, let's get started shall we?"

"No..." Val gasped.

"I'm sorry dear. I'm afraid you have no say in this what so ever." The old vamp stated then averted his attention to M. "Let go of her hair and hold her hand." he commanded.

M did as the old man said and let go of Val's hair and took her hand but with a tight grasp. Val was frightned at this moment, not being able to move. She kept looking at her sister who looked like she was about ready to strike M. As clever as he is, M knew this as well and help the blade closer to her throat.

"You kill me, she dies as well." He said in a graggily tone of voice.

Cordelia stepped down a little and lowered her weapon. She was praying to the Lord Almighty that her husband and the others were alive. A sudden noise came from the tunnel from outside the alter room. Either it was the rest of M's gang or Gerard and the others....or both.

"Val!" a familiar voice came from a distance. "Val! No!"

"WiL!" she shouted back. "Help!"

"Get on with it!" M shouted at the old minister.

WiL, Gerard, Synyster, Ville, Bob, Ray, Mikey, and Elias came running in at this moment. What they saw horrified them.

"Do it now!" M shouted again at the old vampire. The old vampire started to open the book as WiL ran toward M and Val at the alter table. He pulled M off of Val as Gerard came from behind and tackled M to the ground. The others did as well, holding him so the ceremony would get started and over with before anybody got hurt...or killed....again.

"You heard the man," WiL gasped, looking at his bride. "Now."

 

to be continued...

First of all....i am SOOO SORRY for not posting in forever.....school is a fucking bitch and my mom keeps saying "Let your little sister on for awhile" after I just get on.....and also my little sister is grounded....funny huh? lol

Secondly......HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY LOVES!!!!!!!! I seriously LOVE you ALL!!!!!!! :) so here's chapter 47....enjoy!

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Lauri was pacing back and fourth again, grasping the weapon in his hand tightly. He knew it was close to the ceremony, too close. His shoes made an annoying sounded on the stone and pebbles under his feet, but no one really paid attention. The adrenaline too over for all of them. Lauri finally looked at his watch.

"Five minutes till midnight," He said with his cute finnish accent. "Are you ready?" he asked though the question was pointed more towards Val.

Val simply nodded, knowing that now M would be allowed to enter. For some odd reason, the stone door slowly screached open. Val, startled by the damn door, fell off the alter table and landed on her hands and knees once again. Her sister soon ran to her side and lifted her up to her feet.

The silhouette of a short man, or vampire, was barely visible thanks to the lighting. He entered through the door and stood next to a flame.

"Frank!" Val bursted out yelling trying to run and hug him but fell flat on her face. He chuckled a bit and approached her as Cordelia helped her sister up again. Lauri and Darcy were laughing as well.

"Oh my goodness, are you okay?" Val said looking at the wounds on Frank.

"Oh yeah...I'm fine. But the question is, are you okay?" He giggled looking at Val's sprained ankle and the little scrapes and scratches that she just aquired from falling off the alter table.

"Yeah," she sighed. "I fell through a window." she laughed a little. A sudden thought appeared in Vals head. "Did...did you destroy them?"

"No," Frank sighed. "I suppose they'll be down here in a matter of seconds."

"I hope WiL and the rest of them are okay. I hope they're on their way." she thought aloud.

The five of them were soon distracted by a number of clashing footstepes and gusting noises.

"Who the hell...?" Darcy started.

"M...." Val gasped in a short breath.

Frank stood in front of Val, protecting her from the dangerous vampire who swooped in. Darcy, Cor, and Lauri all moved back a little but were well armed. Frank started to make a snarling noise, a protective noise.

"You were right Frank," M scowled in a supercilious tone. "I'm here....WiL's not. She has to marry me."

"No..." Frank growled. Frank positioned himself into a fighting pose as did M.

"Frank...no...."Val whispered.

"I'll be alright." he said curtly, he ran towards his enemy, advancing on him, not necessarily surprising M, but pleasuring him instead. A flash of wood caught Val's eyes as it did Cordelia's.

"Frank!" The sisters both said in unison.

M swooped his arm up into Frank's chest with the stake, stabbing him in the heart. Darcy let out a scream while the others watched in horror.  Frank turned into a pile of dust at M's feet. Val collapsed to the floor and crawled to Frank's ashes. tears dripped from her eyes onto the floor at M's feet.

"You....bastard..." she sniffed in a choked voice. "You...." she squeaked. "You...... killed...... him....."

M grabbed her up by her arm, swung his arm around her chest and forced her to the alter with a knife at her throat. Lauri, Cordelia, and Darcy all prepared their weapons for use.

"You do anything, even breathe, she's dead." M whispered violently.

"WiL...please save me....." Val whispered aloudly, hoping that he would hear her. "Please."

 

to bo continued....

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Don't hate me!!!! And M in real life is not going to kill Frank...M is a cool dude.....just in my fic he's an asshole...but NOT in real life! and again....DON'T HATE ME!!!! * I love you Frankie....please forgive me.....* *goes into closet and cries for hours on end...*

Going to school 2 hours late! shit....i have to leave soon...lol

I'm getting my kitty tomorrow! We're naming him Ash ( i think) I wanted to name him Jasper but me and my sisters had decided on Ash cuz it's cute!!!!!!!!! *eeeekkkk*

And I have PEANUT stuck in my head! ¿What The Hell? Maybe i Have him stuck in my head cuz I was just watching Jefahfah DUNHAM .com! lol...i'm so fuckin' hyper as shit...lmao

I am going to finish Romeo is Dead don't worry...I just thought I would post the first chapter of Love Reaper to see how you all like it :) I let my friend read and she went "awww!" like that so yeah...lol.....enjoy...oh and it's kind of long...

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I'm in a graveyard, wearing a wedding dress I never got to wear before. I'm searching for a very special tombstone, my finacee's tombstone. I miss him so much. My hands grasped my dress, holding it up on the sides, lifting it so it so it doesn't get dirty.

I looked down on a fresh and new tombstone. I knelt before it, using my index finger to trace the epilouge.

"Beloved Son, Finacee, and Friend. R.I.P. Ville Hermanni Valo. 1976-2008. 'This world is a cruel place and we're only here to lose, so before life tears us apart let death bless me with you.' -Ville Valo."

I can read it with my eyes closed. I moved my legs into a sitting position, one under the other. The ruffles of my dress covered my legs and spread around me, like in the movies, as I stared at my loves grave.

"You know," I said to no one. "I miss you. I love you, my love."

Silence.

"I hope you can hear me from heaven," I waited. "I dressed up for you. In my wedding dress," I paused. "The one I never got to wear before." I'm crying now, mascara pouring down my pale face. "I can't live without you, Ville, my love. Why did you have to leave me like this?" I wiped away my tears, trying to gather the pieces of myself. "I'm sorry. I-It's just not fair. They took you away from me so young, before our life together, as a married couple, began." I sniffled, more tears emerged from my eyes. "Come back to me....please. Come back to me!"

I threw my arms around his tombstone, trying to get close to him again. I layed onhis grave, imagining that he was whispering in my ear. I fell asleep with this peaceful thought. I dreamt of his extravegantly smoothe voice calling my name, telling me that he loved me. And his slender, muscular arms wrapping around me, creating a tower over me, protecting me, as I stared into his magnificent green eyes as I kissed him. Oh, how I wish to be in his arms again.

"Brandy?" I heard a voice calling me. "Brandy? Hello....are you okay?" I squirmed a little and grunted, my voice is dry.

"Ville?" I called, my somewhat cracking voice irritating me. I heard an aggitated sigh and opened my eyes. My very worried best friend was standing above me.

"No Brandy, it's just me." He sighed, pulling me up though I didn't want to move.

"Sorry Gerard, I..."I started. "I had another dream about Ville." It's so easy to talk to Gerard about this, and yet so hard.

He didn't say anything, the pain in his eyes told me all I needed to know. I didn't proceed in explaining my dream to him, it would only hurt him more. He has always secretly loved me, though it wasn't a big secret, he doesn't know that I know. Everyone knew about it, even my Ville, but he knew that I could never love Gerard the way I love him. Gerard is like a brother to me.

He walked me to his car and opened his passenger side door for me like a gentleman, and closing it gently behind me. He climbed in afterwards and within moments, we were out of the cemetery and my heart sank a little. Somethings are better left unspoken, others that should be spoken are stuck in my throat. I know I need to tell Gerard how I feel but my throat is dry. It hurts.

"What's going on with you?" Gerard voice interupted my thoughts. He nearly startled me. I was trying to think of an answer to give him but nothing really came to mind. I sunk in my seat and looked down at my hands. That seemed to frustrate him. The silence between us was inevitable.

"Gerard?" I finally spoke in a raspy voice. "Do you think I'll ever get to see Ville again?"

He glanced at me for a second with a pained face. But he seemed to form a crooked smile on his face and cleared his voice.

"Yeah, you'll see him again," he had a full smile now. "In Heaven."

I only smiled back, nothing said. The silence was eerie but calming. I can't wait for the day that I'm reunited with my love, my life, my soul. My thoughts drifted as we passed a familiar setting. The park where Ville and I first met four years ago. I was only 18 at the time, sitting on a bench near a big oak tree in the early spring. I was engrossed in my Anne Rice book, not paying attention to anything or anyone around me. I was soon interupted by a blue frisbee that bonked me in the head and fell to the ground as did my book. A beautiful looking man with green eyes and a beanie came running up to me with a guilty look on his face. He bent down to pick up his frisbee and my book and my eyes met his. He sat down beside me and spoke his words of sorrow.

"I'm so sorry," he said, kinda laughing but looking at my forehead to look at the mark on it that his frisbee made.

"It's okay," I said raising my hand and touching my head. "My mom warned me about blue frisbees and guys wearing beanies. I guessed I shoulda paid more attention to the things she said." I said, breaking a smile across my face. The relief on his face lightened up my mood. He extended his hand to mine and shook my hand gently.

"I'm Ville," he introduced.

"I'm Brandy." I smiled back.

I sighed at the almost yesterday memory, causing Gerard to look up at me then back at the road. We gently pulled up to my house. My roommate wasn't home yet. Good, I didn't want to explain this to her.

Gerard got out of the car first, walking around to my door and opening it for me like a gentleman. I climbed out slowly so I didn't stumble over my dress. I slightly lifted my dress again as I headed towards my front door. I reached under the "Welcome" mat and took out the key, unlocking the front door. I walked in first, then Gerard. I turned to face him and spoke.

"Um...I'm gonna go get changed," I mumbled. "I'll only be a few minutes."

I walked away before he spoke and entered my second santuary. My room. I closed the door and unzipped the back on my wedding dress. It flopped to the ground and I stepped out of the ruffly shell. I picked up my dress and layed it on the bed as I made my way to my closet. I pulled out a Billy Idol tee and a plaid skirt. The slipped the skirt on first, hiding my black panties and then my tee, hiding my matching black bra. I decided to pull my hair back into a tight, wavy pony tail.

As I was finished getting changed, I glanced over at my vanity and at the picture that rested upon it. It was a picture of my, Ville, Sophia (my roommate) and Gerard at a party last year. Memories stained into the back of my mind.

I stepped out of my room, with the picture in hand, and made my way to the living room. I sat on the couch while Gerard was in the kitchen making himself some tea and getting me pepsi. I layed down on the long, soft couch placing the picture over my heart. Sleep washed over me. I was having one of those dreams again. You know, the ones of your dead loved ones in a forgotten memory of the past. Mine and Ville's first date.

It wasn't an ordinary date, it was actually quite romantic. He took me, blindfolded at first, to a midnight picnic in the park. The only lighting was by the moon and a few candles. Rose petals spread all around the picnic blanket and mixed in with the grass. Ville had prepared a beautiful dinner with wine and dessert. That was the best night of my life. And after we had dessert that night, we both layed down on the blanket and rose petals, with each other in arms, and we talked as the moonlight and stars shined brightly upon our faces. We fell asleep, holding each other tight. The best night of my life, four years ago.

I felt a slight nudging on my shoulder, waking me up from my heavenly dream. I opened my eyes slightly to see that Gerard was waving a pepsi in front of my face with a huge smile on his. I sat up, making room for Gerard to sit, and grabbed the pepsi out of his hands.

"You were talking in your sleep." Gerard grimaced at the fact.

'Oh shit, what did I say!' I thought to myself.

"W-what did I say?" I finally asked with curiousity in my voice and on my face.

"I love you, Ville," he quoted. "I miss you. Come back to me."

 

To be continued.....hopefully....

 

I hope you liked it...sorry if it was a little boring but more things will be happening....

It's being mean to me....damn.....It's hard for me to chat on here....kinda...it's slow....I swear my computer is a female computer that's PMSing on me here.....lol......but seriously...it is a bitch....and my hands are cold...maybe that's cuz i gots a cold pepsi right mext to me...lol....

Oh...and....I might be starting another fanfic before I re-write the first Romeo Is Dead.....I'm not sure yet but it does have a title and i've been writing it down and shit....it's called "Love Reaper" but i don't know if I'll post it after Romeo id Dead (book 2) is done...i haven't decided yet...i'll let a couple of my friends read the first chapter before i post (like i usuallly do)

 

:)

Why do people thikn that if they find objects on a sidewalk that it's okay to throw it in the middle of the street at cars? I'm mean seriously....they could cause a fuckin' accident and kill people. Don't people care about others anymore? Don't people have respect for others? I mean come on! Just because they might think that it's funny to watch it get crushed by a tire or something doesn't mean that they should throw it in the middle of the god damn street!

And why are people killing others so much now? At the end of 2007, Philly had nearly 400 homicides.....what the fuck is this world coming too? We're all just gonna kill each other over something fuckin' stupid! Don't kill people! Karma will catch up with their asses so don't fuckin' take it in your own hands!

And just because some little punk wants to join a fuckin' gang doesn't mean that they have to kill someone to do it! If some guy was going a gang and he had to kill an innocent person and all he saw was a little girl walking down the street...what do you think he's gonna do? Let her pass? No...he's gonna kill her because he wants to fit in with the "tough guys".....doesn't mean that he/she has to kill that little girl. It's unethical. That person will be ruining the victims and the family members' lives forever.

This world is fuckin ruined or at least on the way to ruin because people just don't care anymore! Murders, rapes, kidnapping, wars, and just fuckin' defacing mother earth is killing us all. And we have the power to stop it all but we all just do nothing. We sit back and watch it all fly by. I'm sick of this shit. People seriously need to be aware of their actions towards others and this Earth...our fuckin' home. We need to stop killing, raping, abusing, kidnapping, and we need to stop having wars! It's impacting this Earth and everyone on it in the wrong way.

Why can't we just stop all this madness? All it takes is will power and the power to say 'NO.'

"There's 20 minutes left until the ceremony," Val whined, tapping her finger endless on the table. "Where are they?"

"They're in a fuckin' battle Val, get ahold of yourself." Cordelia sassed at her little sister though she was wondering the same exact thing.

Lauri was now sitting next to Val on the table, tired of pacing back and forth for the past 20 or so minutes. He looked completely saddened, and bruised. It wasn't fair that he had to be dragged in it as well.

"I bet you're thinking that you shouldn't have saved me from the woods." Val said, looking at Lauri who was looking back at her. His face became dazed, then he had a serious look on his face.

"Well," he sighed. "You're wrong. It's not your fault that those vampires beat me up. You warned me not to go through the cemetery and I did anyways. It was my fault." He said with a straight look on his face.

"But it's still not fair that you got dragged in it either. And, if this didn't happen, you woulda made it to where you were headed safely." She sighed with a guilty look on her face. She was crying inside, sad for everyone who had been dragged into the whole thing.

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Swords clashing together, guns shooting, stake's inpaling vampires' flesh, zomnies being dismembered, the Immortals and Vampires were winning so far. Nothing seemed to slow them down.

"Anymore creatures?!" Gerard shouted to WiL who was fighting a werewolf at the moment.

WiL quickly swung his sword, his silver sword, and stabbed the creature in the heart, killing it instantly. He looked up into the edge of the woods and turned to Gerard.

"Not that I can see!" he hollered back, over the chatter of battle. "Should we head back after this?"

"Only is there's no more creatures at the moment....then...yes...." He gasped as a zombie charged toward him. He swung his sword passionatley five times, dismembering the creatures' head, arms, and legs and quickly throwing them in different directions so it doesn't put itself back together.

Both Ray and Bob were fighting other vampires who came all the way from Tennessee to marry Val and fight in the battle. They were very skilled and Bob and Ray seemed to be struggling to stake 'em. One vampire had Bob pinned to the ground about ready to stake him when Synyster jumped in and did the opposite. He staked the other vampire from the back and helped Bob up. Then , he turned around and did the same to the vampire that was fighting Ray.

There was only a couple creatures left, which Ville and Elias handled, no other Zombies or Werewolves or other Vampires came out to battle. Were there no more?

"Is there any more?" Ville shouted to Ray who climbed at the top of a hill to get a better view of things. He looked all around and saw nothing, oddly.

"None that I can see or hear..." He shouted back.

"We should go back now!" Elias shouted. "We have ten minutes until the ceremony begins, and five until M can get into the alter room." He pointed out.

"Let's go!" Gerard shouted, turning around to run back to the house where his wife, friends, and other family were. he was running faster than anyone had ever seen him before.

They others took off shortly behind him, heading towards the house, the alter room, and ultimately to the ceremony. Hopefully there was no interferences.

 

to be continued....

I have some crucial questions to ask ya...and I want answers!

 

They are really random questions but okay...........answer! please....here they are.....

• If carrots are goods for your eyes, can they dial a phone?
• Are There snowmen in hell?
• Do they have barbeques in hell?
• Why do people watch american idol?
• Will angels cry when Pigs get their wings?
• Is it possible for people to have sex while they're dancing?

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They formed a thick line as they were walking down into the cemetery. Bob was at the far left, then Ray, then Mikey, Gerard, WiL, and Ville. Lauri stayed with the ladies to protect them. A rush of movements swept past the Immortals and Vampires as they were trying to find their battle zone. Both vampire and Immortal were heavily armed with stakes, axes, swords, and guns loaded with silver bullets, you know, for the werewolves.

They stopped in front of five very familiar tombstones. Two friendly, yet tormented, faces appeared before them. Synyster and Elias both looked worn out but hyped up about the battle.

"Where's Frank and Quinn?" Gerard asked in a confident yet weary tone.

"They...stayed behind." Synyster said with despiration in his voice.

"As we were coming," Elias chimed in. "We heard a pack of werewolves on their way. The zombies were about 20 tards behind them in a thick brush of woods."

"You guys have weapons?" Bob asked.

"Yeah, stakes and daggers." Syn nodded.

"Good, I guess," Mikey sighed looking up towards the hills. "I can hear them approaching. We better get going..."

Synyster and Elias fell into their little "formation" right next to Ville. This was it, in a few moments, the battle was going to erupt. Some will live and some will die.

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"God, I'm so fuckin' scared right now." Cor choked at the thought of losing her beloved vampire husband.

The room was mostly silent besides the sound of Lauri pacing back and fourth and the girls sobbing here and there. They were all scared on some level, especially the married one and the soon to be married one.

"Cordelia," Val whispered to her sister who was across the room. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten into this. I just shoulda let my curiosity linger and not have met any of the Immortals. I didn't want any of this to happen." She was now crying.

"Oh!" Cordelia gasped as she made her way across the room to comfort her sister. "It's not your fault, sweetie! It was bound to happen anyways! Don't blame yourself, hon, don't do that!"

"I know, but all of this is happening because some creepy monster dudes wanna marry me so they can become human again! It fuckin' sucks....I hate this, Cor. Now I know how you felt last year..." Val sniffled.

"I know this sucks. I've lived it..and well, now you're living it. And plus, you've got me, Darcy, Lauri, Gerard," she said nugding her sister. " And WiL in a couple hours...and everyone else to help you through this. I only had myself, and Phoebe who didn't quite make it...."

"I'm sorry, Cor. I wish she was here too. Well, not here here...but here...you know?" Val said.

"I know, me too," Cor smiled a bit. "You better cheer up a little bucko. You're getting married soon! Be happy, not scared." Cordelia said, sounding way too perky for her own self.

"I just wish this night was already over with and we could get on with our almost normal lives..."

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"Fuck!" Gerard yelled as he flew backwards after a werewolf ounched him in the chest. Gerard landed on his ass, slightly skidding backwards giving him massive grassstains on his pants. He got back up and went after the werewolf again. he charged forward, extending his dagger and stabbing the creature in the neck. Gerard pulled the bloody knife out, pulling out his silver bullet-loaded gun and shooting the werewolf in the heart, instantly killing it.

"Oof!" WiL exclaimed as a zombie punched him in the stomach. He recovered in a little less than half a second. He took his sword and sliced and diced the zombie he was fighting in a matter of seconds. Impressive. He went on to a werewolf and another zombie.

In a matter of seconds, the five zombies and werewolves were exterminated. More were on their way.

"What is it?" WiL shouted to Gerard as he checked his watch.

"Ten minutes till Eleven!" He shouted back. "We have fifty-five minutes!" he hollered. "A very long fifty-five minutes..." he said to himself but he knew the others heard him.

Over the hill, familiar evil vampires and more zombies and werewolves emerged.

"Are you guys  ready?!" WiL shouted, a little too pumped up from the small battle they just finsihed.

"As ready as I'll ever be..." Ville nodded.

"Now!"

They all charged at the enemies. The battle had just offically begun...

 

To be continued...

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this isn't as good as the other chapters...but besides the fact I'm not that good at battle scenes....I don't wanna reveal too much in this chapter....the real good stuff happens near the end....I promise the next chapter will be better :)

"Ouch!" Val muttered as Ray set her down for a moment to open the door to the alter room.

He did some freaky voodoo thing to the door and it started to open. It slide open slowly and sounded like a rock scraping against another rock.

This time Mikey was the one that picked up Val because she could not stand on her own two feet alone. She wobbled and fell every which way she went without help or guidance. When they entered the room, Val saw the rest of the vampires and Immortals that were left...and her sister, Darcy, and Lauri.

"Val!" Cordelia squealed running up to Mikey and Val and Ray. "Oh my.....what in the hell happened to you! Your ankle is fuckin' swollen! If those vampires hurt you I'll...."

"Cor, I fell cuz I'm a klutz....and I kinda sprained my ankle." Val explained to her sister. Mikey walked Val over to a table and set her on it gently. 'God, I hope this doesn't break.' Val thought to herself.

She looked around at everyone in the room. Vampires on one side, Immortals on the other. Just like a school dance. Both species were getting ready for what was ahead of them.

Darcy quietly approached her best friend with guilt written on her face.

"Val?" Darcy said almost in a whisper.

"Yeah...?"

"Um....I'm sorry you got kidnapped again. I shoulda stayed with you. This shouldn't have happened. I'm sooo sorry." Darcy sobbed. Val wrapped her arms around her sobbing best friend, trying to calm her down as best as she can.

"It's okay Darcy. It's not your fault. I don't think anything could've prevented this..." Val trailed off.

Both Immortals and Vampires were approaching the two ladies in a ginger fashion. WiL was the first to reach her.

Darcy backed away a bit so Val can talk to the others.

"Hey," WiL tried to smile.

"Hi," Val grinned crookedly.

"I-I'm sorry for what happened I didn't..." He started, but stopped to look for words. Before he could start again, Val interrupted him with a kiss on the lips.

"Hmmm...." she smiled pulling away. "I liked that."

WiL looked down smiling, trying to think of something to say. "You know," he finally said. "I was trying to apologize..." he laughed.

"Yeah, I know. You don't need to. It wasn't your fault either." she told him in a nonchalant voice.

"I have to leave soon." he grimaced, then looking back up at his future teenage wife.

"I know," Val replied with emotion in her voice. "Please be safe."

WiL only nodded, kissing his fiancee again, and waited by the door for the others.

After his nearly enjoyable presence, Val was approached by the others with the same guilty looks and apologies which were also interupted...but not by kissing them. It was a very long ren minutes of goodbyes and apologies. It was heartbreaking as well. This could be the last time she would see some of them.

"Well," Gerard projected his voice. "Just in case," he hesitated, "Just incase that I don't make it. I love you all and wish you the best of luck with your lives or afterlives I guess," he looked over at his almost sobbing wife. "I love you so much, Cor. I hope to be in your arms again."

 

to be continued....

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ohhh....who's gonna live....and who's gonna die?

Holy shit...my mom sent this to me and i couldn't help but laugh the fuck off! this is hilarious! and guys.....don't take any offense to this....cuz it's funny and you know you wanna laugh!

"May I ask where we are going?" Val asked Mikey and Ray as they started to sneak around the house.

"We're going to sneak back in the house. "Ray said in a nonchalant style tone of voice.

"What?" Val sneered. "Why?"

"Didn't Frank tell you that you were supposed to stay here?" Mikey said raising his eyebrowat her.

"Yeah...but I thought he was lying." Val whimpered.

"Why would you think that he's lying?" Ray asked with a bit of amusement in his voice.

"It's Frank!" Val said very curtly. "Do I need a reason?" she asks, exaggerating the "need."

They were silent for a few more moments. They came to an unlocked window that was located near the ground of the house. It looked like a basement window.

"Climb in." Mikey whispered, turning around to meet Val's face looking in disgust. "We'll follow you, don't worry." He re-assured her.

"Fine, but if I fall....I'm so blaming you!"

Ray opened the window to fit the size of Val and she started to climb in....feet first. They ground seemed very far away to her. She wiggled her legs around to try and find a stable structure to climb on. The tip of her foor caught a chair. It seemed stable enough to her and she stood on it and climbed through the rest of the window. But the chair lost it's balance. It  shook under her fett and she fell backwards, landing on her already bruised and cut up ankle.

"Fuck monkey!" she whispered under her breath.

Both Mikey and Ray jumped in, more easily than she did. Mikey looked like he was trying to hold back a laugh.

"Are you okay?" Ray whispered as he was helping her up.

"No," she replied. "My ankle."

She gasped falling back with Ray catching her.

"Lemme look at it." Mikey said. He examined her ankle and determined that she sprained it.

"You are so clumsy." Ray snarled, picking her up in her arms.

"Well, I wouldn't have sprained it if I didn't climb through a fuckin' window!" she proclaimed. "Why are we down here anyways?! Do you know that there's a battle happening above us?"

Mikey and Ray both sighed as they started to head towards an opening in the basement. Finally, Mikey spoke.

"This is our old house," he said. "This is where we took Cordelia last year. The room you were in....was the room where both Cordelia and Phoebe were locked in. Gerard took Cordelia through an opening in the kitchen leading her here. And then he took her through a tunnel that we're about to go through..."

"Where does it lead?" she asked innocently.

"To the alter room, where the ceremony is supposed to be held every time this happens. We're keeping you here with your sister and Darcy until midnight. then the ceremony will take place." Mikey explained.

"What about WiL?" Val asked gravely.

"He supposed to fight too. We need his strength." Mikey sighed. "But we're going to try to keep him safe during the battle."

"But...what if M and his little gang find us before the battle and kidnap all of us?"

"He can't get in until 5 minutes before the ceremony takes place. The door to the room is severely locked. No one can get in."

"Then how can we get in?" she asked with curiosity written all over her face.

"I told you," Mikey smiled and Ray snickered. "This was our old house."

 

to be continued...

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