Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin

Happy New Years Eve everybody and happy bday Bob!!!!!

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"Where did they go?!" Gaspard exclaimed, grabbing my arms and shaking me. Deanna and LynZ both started to make their way toward me, but I motioned to them, with  my head, to go to my children. LynZ didn't seem so worried about her son going off with William and Ville to only God knows where. I looked back at Gaspard who's eyes were filled with white rage. Suddenly, his face went calm, scary-calm and he let go of me. The necromancer, with his hand thrusted out to keep the vampires in place, stared at him with a lot of confusion.

Gaspard Walked over to him, leaving me staring at him in utter confusion and too scared to move. He whispered something into the necromancers ear and Hugo only nodded once. Gaspard walked just a bit forward, in the center of the room. He looked over at the necromancer and then suddenly, Hugo disappeared, unfreezing the vampires. A smile grew on Gaspards face and everyone was just staring at him. Rage filled everyone's eyes but mostly Gerards. Gaspard knew that the vampires were going to attack him. Can shapeshifters die?

Automatically, Gerard surged forward, so fast that he looked like a blur. But he wasn't fast enough. Gaspard Ran to me, slamming me in the wall behind me. I heard Gerard curse and then...and then I wasn't in the house anymore. I looked all around me. My kids were no longer here and neither was anyone else. The cold ground was now a long stretch of grassy land filled with tombstones and dead bodies. There was no grey stone ceiling above me, only the dark sky filled with stars and the moon. At first, I thought that I was alone, but an arm slithered around my waist abd the other over my shoulders. Gaspard was standing behind me, pulling me into him. I tried to squirm free but his grip was like steel.

"What the hell are we doing here?" I said in a scared breath. My heart was pounding in my chest. My courage had left me and I left like I was all alone.

"I couldn't really think of anywhere to take you but here. Would you like to go somewhere, sweetheart?" He whispered deviously in my ear. He chuckled a bit as I tried to pull away from him again.

"Yes, I would like to go somewhere else. Preferabley alone, if you don't mind." I hissed. He chuckled again. He spun me around to face him. He took my face in his hands, yet again, and crushed his lips to mine. This time, I pulled away from him, tripping over the grass and landing on my arm. A sharp pain flowed through my arm like the blood in my veins. i cried out in pain. How can I hurt my arm? Can souls get hurt?

"You are an idiot," He said, grabbing my good arm and heaving me up from the ground. "You should know not to try to get away from me. You always end up getting hurt." he sighed, and took my other arm in his hand. He was rough with it, twisting my arm in everyway it could go, making me cry out even more. "Don't worry, it's just a sprain." He gave me back my arm and pulled me close to him. Okay, I got to think. How do I get him to let go of me for maybe just a few moments so I can run? I got it.

"How did we get here anyways?" I said with a false sense of curiousity. He pulled back a little, looking me straight in the eyes. There was a ghost of a smile on his face.

"Remember? I can shapeshift and their powers morph into me. I've been a Reaper for quite some time now, it's quite natural for me really." Keep him talking, keep him talking. Ugh.

"What else have you've been besides a Reaper and a vampire?" I questioned.

"Wouldn't you like to know, my curious little bee."

"What about the other you. The future you, what happened to him? Where'd he go?" Gaspard sighed yet again. He took me by the shoulders and spun me around. "Oh," I said as a black figure emerged out of the shadows. He wasn't in his William form anymore, he was in his own face. Unlike the Gaspard who was holding me; he had tired eyes and a more mature face. On his face, I can see some sort of guilt for me in his eyes. But that soon was washed away as soon as he neared me. I looked to the side of him, and future me was being dragged along behind him.

The future Gaspard threw future me in front of him, but not letting her go either. My eyes looked back at me, mirroring the same emotion in them. "What do we do now?" The future Gaspard said to the one that was holding me. Gaspard, the one holding me, started to stroke my hair and he moved one of his arms thightly around my shoulders again.

"I need to go back and get this one back into her body. But I'm guessing Beckett to Ville and Morden into the past, where this one came from," LynZ named him Morden? Did Gerard want to name him that? "I'm going to need your help since technically, you've shapeshifted into more powers than I did."

"Fine, but then I need to come back and get Kaiden and Desdemona." They both nodded (which kind of creeped me out). Gaspard, th eone who was still holding me, stopped stroking my hair. He thrusted his hand forward and a really shiny red portal appeared out of thin air.

"What the hell?!" He exclaimed, throwing his hand at his side with his grip on me getting tighter. The grip on the other me got tighter too, from what I could see. Six figures came hurrying out and behind them, the portal closed up. I can see them clearly now. A strong, and mature vampire Gerard standing next to the newly born fledgling vampire Gerard. Then Morden was standing between the both of them. Then, there was the beaten and bleeding Ville standing next to William. On the other side of William, was my Ville.

"Let them go," said my Ville calmly. His eyes met with mine but he quickly looked away. I would give anything to be in his arms again.

"And if we don't?" Hissed the future Gaspard.  All six of the men looked at one another, with a crooked smile on each of their faces.

"I was really hoping that you would say that." Smiled Morden. He drew out a long, shiny and pointed weapon from his boot. "I've been wanting to do this for a very long time."

 

to be continued...

Isn't it Bob's bday??? *nods head yes*

Happy Birthday Bob! We Love You!

 

xoxo Brandy a.k.a. Mikey♥

I was so tired of staying home all day with nowhere to go. I needed to get out, even if it was only for an hour. So, I decided to take a small trip down memory (with my camera in hand) and I went around to the places where I used to go. I don't know why I don't go to those places anymore, maybe it's just the memories?

Here are the pictures I took, I'll even add a little info to them:

This is at the playground at Roychester Park. I used to go there when I was really little for my girl scouts and just to play at. This wasn't always there. I remember the old playground that used to be there and they tore it down because it was really old and rusty but I loved it. They only put this in like six or seven years ago.

This is at the ballfield. It sickens me that people can throw their trash and clothes on top of the batting cage where children play and have fun. There's even tire tracks in the mud. That's so gross. And I was on top of the bleachers when I took this too. I wanted to get it down (wearing gloves of course) and throw it away. No one needs that.

The bleachers. Sometimes me and my friend, Tanya, hang there just to talk about random things that has happened that day or at work. The last time we were there, there was a creepy pirate drawn on the bleachers and it scared us so badly that we left, haha. And you may not see it, but the bleachers are really cut up and old.

The toddlers playground at Roychester. There's a little yellow roof over top of it that me and my old "friends" used to climb upon and sit there, even jump off it.

The Ballfield where people throw their trash on and drive over. I wonder if this guy ever thought if people who do that to his park? Maybe he thought it would always be cherished.

The one thing that hasn't really changed about Roychester is this little dedication plate. It has always been there and I love the quote. It's only true, though, for the parents that play with their kids.

This was put in right after 9-11. Right now, the garden they put in is dead, but it is very lively in the spring and summer.

I miss monkey bars. I miss playing on them (or for me, falling off) and dangling off of them. I'm too big for them now, which is very saddening.

This small lake only happens in the winter. I don't know why it happens, but it does. I remember, about two years ago, when it was all frozen over and my sister, me and Tanya all tried to get across. I went across fine, but Tanya and Christina fell right in...it was so funny.

I used to be so scared of this place, haha. The Community house where my old girl scouts used to meet. The basement was scary and the girls would tell me that there was a ghost downstairs. Not to mention, I heard a lot of evil noises.

This little SeeSaw horse used to be yellow. But, they decided to paint it over and make it better looking but I think the old-rusty color to it make it more authentic and fun.

This is the tunnel thing that me, my sister and Tanya used hang out above. Over the past two years, the stupid teenagers grafettied it and make it an unbareable place to be at. Broken glass, trash, beer cans and condoms. It's horrible now.

And this is me (and my boots) looking down at the entrance of the tunnel thing. You can see the root beer can and there are some shards of glass, not to mention a broken tree. I miss this old place, before it got ruined.

 

OMG! This icon makes me fangirl so badly! And I almost choked to death on my pretzel!!!!!!!! lol

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I awoke slowly, my head pounding and my vision just a bit blurry again. I think I might need glasses after this. After a long second, I started to hear voices, familiar voices and new ones. My vision became clear again and my eyes were level with someone's torso. I looked up slowly at a man who was wearing a creamy colored turtle neck and pure black dress pants. There was some blood on his shirt and he was smiling at me. It was the imposter.

"I know who you are." I said, feeling a surge of courage flow through my veins. I stood, feeling a bit dizzy and feeling like I was going to fall. I almost stumbled over and he grasped my arm, steadying me. "Get off of me, Gaspard." I snatched my arm away from him and backed up against a wall. Desparately, I looked around and saw my friends just standing there, like they were frozen in their place. I saw future me bound to a chair and the already unconscious William on the floor next to her. Across the room, Desdemona and Kaiden were tied to the wall. I looked for Ville, but couldn't find him anywhere. "Where is he? Where's Ville?" Gaspard's smile faded and motioned to the ground next to me. I looked down and saw Ville laying there, limp.

"He's not dead." Gaspard said with a touch of disappointment hidden in his voice. "Reapers can't die. They can be beaten and tortured but they never die." Ville groaned in pain next to me. He squirmed a little and went limp again. I looked away, my heart ached and it felt liked I got kicked in the stomach. Tears emerged out of my eyes as I imagined Ville, my Ville, waiting by my side in my hospital bed and now I see this Ville, beaten and tortured and bleeding.

"Why are you doing this? Why did you do this?" I said, choking on my words as I gasped for breath. It's so hard to breathe in a room that smells like blood and death. Gaspard walked closer to me, pinning me to the wall with his body. I heard Gerard gasp, but say nothing. Gaspard drew his arm up to my face, stroking it with the back of his hand.

"Do what?" His smile faded. He rested his forehead on mine, his eyes burning into mine. I scowled at him. His proximity sickened me.

"You know what." I said in a hiss. His smile returned faintly. "Why are you doing this tome? To them, to Ville. Why?"

"I thought I gave you enough closure in the police station a few years ago. Remember? You wanted to know why Sofia was with me and everything?"

"But that was when you were still acting like William Beckett. Or at least you had his face," I said, gesturing with my one free hand, towards William. "If you lied about that, you must have lied about everything else." I paused for a second, thinking back to what he said, in the police station, about the first time he saw me. 'A week before you met Ville in the park, I met you at a concert at the Liacouras Center. My Chemical Romance was playing there and you were there to support your friends. I was there to reap a fan who had problems with his liver. But I saw you with your hair down and wavy, your green eyes gleaming from the bright lights. The way you walked and moved. You mesmerized me and I wanted you. I talked to you that night, but I guess it didn't really quite faze you the way I wanted it to.' It hit me now. I remembered the night at the Liacouras Center. "That's why i don't remember talking to William Beckett," I said with a gasp. "I was talking to you, not him!"

"What...? Oh yes, at the concert." He said, pulling away from me a little bit.

"But, why use William? Why say that it was him I met and not you?" Gaspard rolled his eyes and ran his hand through his hair.

"Why William? Besides the fact that using a little guy to be evil; I needed his powers. You know, going back and forth through time? I knew that you were going to try to kill yourself when Ville left and I knew that Ville would go to William to reverse things. If I were William and if I used his powers, I could get you back where I wanted you. Isn't that obvious?"

"You stole his powers?" I said, appalled. Gaspard shook his head a little and sighed.

"No, you idiot. I'm a shapeshifter. I can morph into people and their powers, or my copy of them, morph into me. Jesus, I thought you already had it figured out." I looked over to my frozen friends. I can see that now, they're being held in place by Hugo. Necromancers have power over every dead thing, and vampires are technically dead. I looked over at Bob, who's eyes were set on me as well. Why did he take the shape of Bob?

"What are you going to to to us now?" I said in a small voice. In an instant, gaspard had me pinned to the wall again with his body and his hands holding my wrists against the walls so I wouldn't struggle free.

"You and I are going back to our time so I can put you in your body again. Then you are going to come with me and we're going to live happily ever after." My mouth gaped open a little. "And if you don't, bad things will happen to your friends and your children. Not to mention Ville and William as well." I just looked at him with tears in my eyes. What can I say? No? But if I say no, then everyone I love with get hurt. But if I say yes...I don't know. I looked back at my friends, new and old, with their pleading eyes. Then at Ville who's eyes were just opening. Then at my future self, she was staring at the door. Without thought, I looked at the door as well. I saw Sofia sticking her head in, curiously. My eyes met hers and she motioned to William who was now awake on the floor. I knew what she was going to do.

My eyes went back to Gaspard again. He was looking staright at me with the same icy stare that sent shivers down my spine. "Fine," I said with a facade of pain. "But don't hurt anybody." His hands broke away from my wrists and took my face into them. He pressed his lips against mine. His kiss felt like poison. I pushed him away on habit, just as Sofia ran in and over to William. I saw that he was untied. Gaspard spun around. He knew that the necromancer couldn't stop them because he has all of the vampires frozen. Following Sofia through the door was LynZ, Jamia, and Deanna. A boy with black hair came in and untied Kaiden and Desdemona. The boy was Gerards son. The boy moved like lightning and he ran over to Ville, who was now wide awake, standing him up. William ran over to Ville and the boy, putting a hand on each of their shoulders and disappeared.

 

to be continued...

This is chapter 24 right? Hmm, I couldn't tell because my stupid sister's boy friend called like 20 times! (I actually know what chappie it is {lol, watch me be wrong, that'd be funny}...I was just being mean about my sis's bf lol)

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I felt my eyes widen as I gazed upon William ,unconscious and tied up, in Gerard's arm. He looked so different, so innocent and kindly. Way unlike the William Beckett that I've grown to know over the years. But, this can't be, can it? I mean, if it's not William, who is it? Why would they use William Beckett? What did he have to do with things? It must be a trick. My breathing became heavy, like all the air was sucked out of the room. My legs and knees started to shake, black spots appeared before my eyes and my head felt light but heavy at the same time and my stomach felt like it was torn out of my body.

"I can't feel my legs." I said with a mouth that felt like it was filled with cotton. A second later, there was nothing but black in front of my eyes and I heard someone say my name. I felt as if I were falling, but instead, I was caught halfway and taken into someone's arms...soft arms.

"Brandy," I heard a voice whisper to me. "Brandy, are you awake? Can you hear me?" My mouth was dry and my throat was sore and as I opened my eyes, I saw nothing but blurry figures for only a few moments. Then my vision became clear. Bob had me tight against his chest, careful not to drop me. I was surprised to know that he had caught me (I thought he hated me). "Oh good, you're awake. I thought you like, died or something." I laughed lowly. "You okay?"

I nodded my head slowly, feeling the weight of my head on my shoulders. It hurts; I need aspirin. Bob very carefully let me stand on my own. I still felt a little wobbly and in an instant, just like his father, my son was by my side with a firm grasp on my elbow so I wouldn't fall. All of a sudden, my mind flashed back to a couple days ago (before I ended up in a coma and in the future and giving birth) when Ville and I had a "fight", when I tried to storm out but wobbled and Ville grasped my elbow to I wouldn't fall. I wish I could go back now, maybe even go back three months to when Ville first saw William, I mean whoever the fuck the guy is, and kick "William's" ass.

"I think I fainted." Was the first words out of my mouth when I finally stood up correctly. Kaiden laughed a little as did Ville. I guess that was kind of stupid to say.

"Now I know where Desdemona gets it." said Kaiden with a slight smile.

"Get what?" I said automatically. Future me rolled her eyes.

"We'll tell you later," she said, breaking up our little conversation about whatever. "Right now, we need to find Desdemona and everybody so we can get the hell out of here," she paused and looked back at William who was now on the floor (I'm guessing Gerard dropped him when I fainted so he could catch me but I'm also guessing he wasn't fast enough). "Do we take him with us?"

"We take him with us," Ville said, gazing at William with a lot of guilt on his face. I wonder, how long has William, this William, has been here? Doesn't the rest of The Academy Is... know that the other William is an imposter? Or were they kidnapped too and taken to different houses? "You know," Ville started, breaking me out of my reverie. "I've hated him for so long," he gestured towards William. "But I now I know I hated the wrong person. And I think I used all of my hate on him than on anyone else. It makes me feel horrible." Everyone went quiet. There was nothing to say, because we all felt the same way. We all hated William Beckett, or at least we thought we did. Now that we know it's not him, then we don't know who to hate now. Do I still need to hate Chris?

"I'll get Zui or Raquel to take him away so we can get the others and get out." Bob offered. All the rest of us could do was nod. I think everyone (who isn't future me and Ville) still feels apprehensive about taking William with us. Maybe we should leave him bound...? Gerard picked him up again, this time throwing him over his shoulder. Kaiden peeked his head out the door to see if anyone was coming. With a slight nod of his head, he gave us the signal that the coast was clear. Gerard (with william on his shoulder) tip-toed to the room where we were in earlier, Ville followed, then future me and Kaiden, then Bob, I followed slowly. I had this feeling in my gut that someone was watching me.

"Bob," I said, making him pause at the door. "Where's Frank and Ray? I thought they went with you?" he turned slowly and my body froze suddenly. Bob glared at me the way the imposter William would glare at me. A crooked smile crept across his face making me gasp aloud. The door closed with a loud bang and I could hear banging on the door behind him.I stumbled backwards and tripped over my foot, landing hard on my ass. He walked toward me and I could see his features changing. His hair went brown and his eyes went hazel. His cheek bones were more defined and he grew taller and more lean.

"You-" Was all I could say before a hand shot out behind me and covered my mouth. The man in front me, the imposter William, smiled.

"Brandy, my love," he said with an accent. "Meet Hugo, my necromancer." With his hand still clasped around my mouth, Hugo came into my sight. He was extremely tall and big. He had muscles bulging out everywhere, like one of those meat head muscle guys. His black hair was short and kind of spiky and his eyes were pure black. I screamed, but his hand over my mouth muffled the sound. Hugo smiled just as deviously as the imposter William. Then, almost instantly, his smile faded and he hit me right across the face. Everything went black...again.

 

to be continued....

R.I.P Caylee Marie Anthony

...of myself...lol...

Me without my makeup

Me with makeup

Me being a fool

Me smilin' big

me being with s stupid look on my face

And a happy new year!

Sorry that it took me another million years to write...school is horrible but I have a twelve day break....Imma try to make this more exciting than I've been writing...I've kinda been depressed lately so =/

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"So, what do you have in mind?" Gerard said with a bit of acid stinging his voice. Though his voice was rough, his face was scary-calm and strangely thoughtful. Even in the past, my present, I could never really tell what was going on inside his mind. I don't really think anyone ever has, besides Lyn-Z. She looked him in the eye, sympathy and guilt spreading throughout her face.

"I know where he has Ville," she started off, pained. "The room-the dungeon-he has him in is just across from this room. And he probably has my children in there too." She looked at the floor, suddenly fascinated with her feet. She looked a little antsy, but I can relate. Gerard sighed-more like groaned-and started towards the door.

"I don't hear either of the William's in there," he said, using his super cool vampire senses. "I can go across the hall and retrieve them. Then I'll get the others and we'll leave."

"What about Lyn-Z and-" I started but Gerard cut me off with a wave of his hand.

"I didn't get to that yet," He looked annoyed. "When I go across the hall," He said, taking a phone out from his pocket. "I need you to call Bob. He'll contact the others to see if he's got everybody that was kidnapped by William. Then, we'll leave and try to get you back to the right year." He said to me, not the other me. She was still looking at her feet. He handed me the shiny black cell-phone and quietly slipped through the door, leaving it a crack open.

I and my future self both scurried to the door to see what was going on. We saw him glance back at us as he slipped through the dark doorway. My heart started to pound in my chest and ring in my ears. And, on my arm. I turned and looked at the future me, seeing the dark circles under her eyes and the worry lines on her face for the first time. She did look older and worn down. There was no charisma in her eyes, no personality. Nothing about her seemed familiar to me besides her face. She was nothing but a big heep of sadness and guilt molded together into a helpless woman.

"I'm scared," She said to me, waking me from my helpless thoughts and observations. "He's been in there a long time."

"I'm scared too." I admitted. Her face softened a little, but her expression turned into a confused one.

"Why didn't the future change?" She said. I raised an eyebrow. She paused, then said, "For you. why didn't it change for you? I don't understand."

"I'm still a soul, just corporialized (sp?). Technically, nothing will happen to me, or you, unless it happens to my body, which is now in a hospital bed being watched over by Ville and everyone." I said. She nodded. I don't think she believed me and I'm not sure that I really believe anything I said, mostly because I'm not sure of anything I said.

"I wonder why he's taking so long." She said, most likely trying to change the subject that she started or just to converse with me. But I had wondered the same thing too. He's a vampire, he's fast and strong and he moves without sound. I wonder why he's taking so long? I turned back around and peeked out the door. I opened it just a little bit more, just enough to get my head through the door, to see what was going on. Suddenly, in the room where Gerard had walked into, the light flicked on. I gasped and quickly moved my head back inside, hitting in on the door while doing so.

"What's wrong?" The future Brandy asked with panic written on her voice. My eyes were wide, possibly with fright or surprise, my feelings are even unknown to me. I looked back through the crack of the door to see that besides the light, nothing about the room has changed.

"Can't vampires see in the dark perfectly?" She nooded and I added, "They don't need light to see in a dark room?" She nodded no and I gazed back out through the door. "Something's wrong, then. The light's on." She moved next to me and peered out too. She pulled back, burrowing her eyebrows together. Something in her facial expression told me to panic.

"It can't be..." She said in a small voice. She shook her head a little, trying to convince herself of something. "It can't be." She repeated but her voice was little higher.

"What? What do you mean?" The panic in my voice was very clear and her head shot up at me like a bullet. She was all serious, and I could see bits of me now arising in her.

"The necromancer. W-William hired a necromancer to guard the house while he was away so that Gerard couldn't get in to get us. But the necromancer, Hugo, he had off tonight. He requested to have off because it was his daughters birthday. But what if one of the William's sensed Gerard coming in or one of the others. What if they were caught or something?" She babbled endlessly. My head was jumbled with this new information. Necromancer? They have control over the dead. And Gerard's a vampire. They're all vampires. What if the necromancer is hurting them? But William is a Reaper, aren't Reapers dead? I have to get them out of there.

I opened the door and started to step through but I felt a hand catch my wrist and yank me back. I turned and saw my face looking at me, bewildered. "What are you doing?" She asked with worry heavy on her words.

"I have to do something!" I exclaimed. She shushed me and her voice was serious again.

"You're a soul, idiot. The Necromancer has power over you too!" The thought had never occured to me but it was true, though technically I'm not dead, but dying in a way. I looked at her and then back at the door, thinking about Gerard and Ville and the kids.

"I don't care. I need to save them."

"I'll come with you." She said without a thought. I nodded and started towards that door again. Her hand was still on my wrist but I didn't mind at all. Something in my gut told me that she was apprehensive about leaving that room. A though popped into my head, Why didn't she just go across the hall and flee with Ville?

Crossing the hall into the newly lit room seemed to take forver, like somebody put everything in slow motion just to hear the freaky stretched out, creepy-deep voices. She and I made it into the room, throwing open the door and scaring a teenage boy who looked like he was about to run free.

"Kaiden?" I said in amazement. The boy stared back at me, then at her, with astonishment on his face. He was truly handsome, just like his father. But there was bruises on his face and a long gash down his left cheek. His face was wet with tears and he was shaking ever so slightly.

"Mom?" He said with a cracked voice. He looked slightly confused. "There are two of you?" I shook my head no and he tilted his head to the side.

"I-I'm from the past. Technically, I just gave birth to you and your sister yesterday."A wave of emotion stretched across his face.

Brandy rushed past me and threw her arms around Kaiden in a hug. He was surprised, but he hugged her gack anyways. I felt awkward since I don't really know my kids. I love them, but I don't know them and they don't know me. My heart ached slightly but it didn't show on my face. I looked past them and saw Gerard in the corner, standing over someone who was laying on the floor. Ville.

I ran over to them and fell just beside Gerard. He looked up at me with no emotion on his perfectly sculpted face. he looked back down at Ville. His face was bruised and his lips were severly chapped and bleeding. His hair was an utter mess as were his clothes. His hands were lying on his chest like he were a mummy and his knuckles were bleeding as well. What has William done ot him?

"He's still alive." Gerard said with a little bit of hope. I reached out towards Ville and stroked his face gently. I heard footsteps come from behind me and I heard Brandy whimper. I moved aside so she could see him. She fell to her knees and Kaiden kneeled down beside her. Out of habit now, I scanned the room for Desdemona but there was no sign of her. Only bad thoughts ran through my head.

"Where's your sister?" I asked Kaiden who now had a tear running down his wounded cheek. He looked up, his eyes connecting with mine and he looked away. He shrugged his shoulders.

"I don't know," He said in a small voice. He sniffled a little. I took his hand in mine and he looked back up at me.

"We'll find her." I said in a re-assuring voice. He smiled slightly but my mind told me that he doesn't think we will. "We will, Kaiden and we can get out of here and I'll go back and make sure that this never happens." He looked up again with hopeful eyes and a serious face.

"Can we kill William first?" He asked. I let out a noise that could either pass for a chuckle or a grunt. I didn't know what to say to that, you can't kill a Reaper. Only the Elders can. I can't tell Kaiden that we can't kill William but I can tell him that we can punish him or something.

"We-we can try." I stuttered.

"No," said Kaiden. He was scowling, not at me, but at a memory. "We will."

A cough emerged from Ville's throat as I was about to reply to Kaiden. Ville started to wake up, slowly. his eyes fluttered open and his mouth move up into a crooked smile of surprise as he saw Brandy looking down at him. Gerard helped him up into a sitting position. What sounded like chains moving across the floor moved with him and then I noticed, that it was chains moving across the floor. Ville's ankle waslocked up in a shackel that was attached to the cold ground. he looked at me and the same expression that crossed everybodys face crossed his.

"No time to explain," I said, trying to hold down that laugh that desperately wanted to escape my lips. But his eyes moved past me and onto Kaiden. Ville's eyes filled with tears that only a father could cry.

"Is that...?" Villed started to say and trailed off. He knew it was his son, the son that he was taken from only years ago. He looked pain, the same pain that evryone else was feeling.

"Yes, dad, it's me." Kaiden answered. A small wave of shock spread across everyon'es face. Then Kaiden added, "We need to find Desdemona now, dad. Are you strong enough to come with us?" Ville nodded and started to get up on his feet. Quickly, Gerard yanked at the chained that was connected to the ground and broke it off the floor. "Good," Kaiden said, rising up with everyone else. He hesitated looking a little nervous with the question he had in mind, but it didn't stop him from asking it. "Can you help me kill William?"

"No," Ville said in an apologetic voice. "Not William?"

"What? Why not?!" Kaiden asked with a sudden fury in his voice. "He a lot of bad things to us! H-he took you and mom and me and Des. And only Lord knows what he's doing to-"

"I said, not William." Ville said coolly.

"Well what do you mean not William?" Ville looked at Brandy, then at me, and then back at Kaiden who looked appalled at his father. Ville sighed, and a small line of blood trickled out of his mouth.

"William is not William Beckett." The future me replied for Ville. She turned and faced Kaiden. Along with Gerard and I, Kaiden looked positively confused. William is not William Beckett? But how? As if reading my mind, Ville pointed to a dark corner behind me with his bloodly knuckles. I turned around automatically. In the corner, there was a dark figure laying on the floor. I looked hardly, trying to see through the darkness. Gerard pushed past me to the figure and pulled it up from the ground and into the light. I gasped, notcing the same red/brown hair, pale skin and lean body that was now bruised and bound by ropes and tape.

It is William.

 

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sorry if it's a little crappy.... =/

I don't know, I've been thinking, while re-reading "Love Reaper" book 2, is it getting boring? If it is, any suggestions on how I could make it more exciting? I mean, I know what's going to happen next and everything...but things haven't really been coming out right lately.

Bella can have Edward, I want Jace.

I've been saying that all day and it's true too. Everyone of my friends who have read The Mortal Instruments and Twilight say that Jace Wayland is better. Yeah, sorry Edward Cullen fans, but I agree with all of them. And for some reason, i call my friend Nate "Alec" mostly because if he had blue eyes and black hair, he'd look just like Alec. So now, since me and Eryn told him that we're calling him Alec for now on, he's confused because most people call him "Edward". I thinkit's hilarious.

I was going thorugh my artwork storage thingy my mom got me in the 7th grade and I found some of my old art from 7th and 8th grade so I took loads of pics of them...lol...I thought I'd share them with you guys! I even made of collage of my old and new artwork that I'm going to upload into my photo thingy on here. Here they are:

Avenged Sevefold Deathbats (I posted it on here already but this pic is better cuz my scanner sucked):

African Masks:

My version of "The White Violin (remember this?):

My Bloody Rose (it's all crumpled and everything):

Adam Absinthe:

Loads of shapes:

Old Pink Rose:

Old Art project:

 

Sorry I haven't written in awhile! But I have like two weeks off and i hope I can post more after this!

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"Gerard," I said in a silent gasp as I realized who she was. She had the same red hair, the same freckles, the same slim body and flat-ish chest. She was me but she looks so like me. It looks like she hasn't aged a day. Maybe William has her, or me, taking some sort of pill that makes me (or her....this is confusing) looks younger. Or, it could be something else. I thought back to what Atilla/Trixie said to us at the hospital and shuddered. Okay then, we have a problem. Either William is stronger than any of us could imagine or- or she became one of the damned. And if either of them is true, then William is the only one who could reverse this. "She's me. I-it's me."

"I know." He said in a sharp tone. His hazel eyes were filled with pain and hatred and sadness. Too many emotions that no normal person could handle. I felt so bad for him. I wanted to just hug him until he felt better and happy. But something tells me that that wouldn't be such a great idea. I guess I really did hurt him in the future. "Let's go in." He said through his teeth, his really shiny and pointy teeth. Before I could protest, he was already through the door. I followed with my eyes fixed on the future me. At first, she didn't react to us barging in but once she got a good look at us, she jumped with a little gasp.

"Gerard?" She said in disbelief. Slowly, she set down the book she was reading on the bed and glided off the bed. Her face was painted with surprise and a hint of---terror. "What are you....?" She started but then she noticed me standing awkwardly behind him. "Woah, what kind of mirror is that?" The sides of Gerards mouth twitched up into a ghost of a smile and then, almost suddenly, it faded into a grimace. He stepped to the side, fully exposing me to her (myself?) and she (I?) gasped.

"H-hi," I said awkwardly with a short wave of my hand. She smiled slightly but burrowed her eyebrows in slight confusion. "Oh, yeah, you're probably wondering why the past you---uh me---is doing here, right?" She nodded her head. I looked into her eyes, my eyes, but found a whole different person in them. She looks so scared, nervous, confused, but so aware and sure of everything. So unlike me. I've changed. What did William do to her that he hasn't done already? I mean, besides that he's keeping her here-probably as his wife or something-and taking Kaiden and Desdemona (if she knows) and I know he killed Ville, but he's probably done more, way more. I'm going to kill him.

"Brandy," said Gerard, breaking me out of my reverie. "I do believe that you were trying to explain something to yourself." I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"Brandy," God, I feel like I'm talking about myself in the third person. "William kidnapped Kaiden and Desdemona. That's why we're here. And also, we came to rescue Lyn-Z, the baby, and Jamia. " I had to shorten the whole explanation. We need to act fast, if we can save everyone and get the whole coven out of here too.

"What? No, he said he wouldn't." She said with a soft voice. That's not like me either. Her eyes scanned my face, then Gerards who still had the look of death written on his face (no pun intended). "He promised." 

"You know as well as I do that he's evil. He can do anything he wants without any remorse. He took them. He has them right now." I said sternly. She looked at me hard in the eyes. She has not aged a day.

"He's not who you think he is." She said with every ounce of sincereity she could muster. But somehow, I could not believe her. The look in her eyes, the look on her face, everything about her said something else completely. She has changed. She looked as if she were lost in thought, lost in a reverie. I glanced up at Gerard who had his eyes-ablaze-and dead set on her, watching her every mood. If he spoke, I know what he would say. I'm happy he's not talking right now. Suddenly, her head shot up and towards the door. Her mouth gaped open and her eyes widened. "Go in the closet." She said harshly. I gave her a bewildered look but she ignored it. "Now. The two of you." She said in almost a sob. She pointed to a closet next to a bathroom. Gerard went in first and I followed, closing the door until it was only open a crack.

Gerard kept muttering under his breath. From what I could make out, he said, "Vampires shouldn't be shoved in a fucking closet. It's just like her. The bitch hasn't changed."

"I'm going to hit you three ways if you don't shut up." I hissed harshly in a whisper. He looked at me, at first with rage, and then with confusion. I explained, "Fast, hard, and continuously. Now zip it." I felt him stiffen behind him. A small smile lurked across my face. I felt pride for possibly frightening a vampire, until I saw him peering out the crack of the door and saw who he was looking at. William, two fo him. I pressed my ear against the door, near the crack, to hear the conversation.

"Hello, my love," William said as soon as he got in. I couldn't tell if he was the future one or not, in fact, I couldn't tell if it was him anyways. I only saw the back of their heads and from the back, he looked so different. "How's the book? I hope you enjoy it. I know how much you love The Mortal Instruments Series and the Shadowhunters." He sounded like he was making for small talk. The other William smiled.

"It's a good book." Is all she said. I noticed that she was propped back up on the bed with the book in her hands, pretending that she was reading instead of talking to any unwelcome visitors. A soft chuckled came from both Williams.

"Oh, we have a surprise for you love." Said the other William with malice mixed some sort of creepy love in his voice. He stalked back through the door of the room. A second later, he came back in, but not alone. He had a tight grip on Desdemona. Gerard grapsed my arm. He felt my muscles twitch as soon as I saw her. Future me, set down the book and jumped up from the bed. The other William pushed her back down, gently.

"Now, now, mommy, don't be so hasty. We're not done with her yet." They laughed with dark humor. Des tried to squirm to get free but Williams grip looked to be too strong for her to escape from. I could see the tears glistening down her face.

"Where's Kaiden?" Is all I could hear Desdemona say. Her voice was so high, squeaky and sore with fear and tears. My eyes were fixated on her and nothing else. "Where's my brother?"

"You will find out soon enough."

"Let her go, William!" Brandy said with a sudden fiercness in her voice. She was on her feet now, with her face red and body shaking. "I swear to God, if you do not let her go I'll-"

"You'll what? Throw your book at me? Come on, sweetheart, your powerless and plus, you don't want to risk the lives of the ones you love." He pulled out a small metallic object from his pocket. The future me just stared at the thing and shrunk back into herself. "Take her to her brother. I think mommy needs a little time alone." He said. The other William shoved Desdemona to the door and out. But she looked back at her mother with pleading eyes. She couldn't look at her and neither could I.

The door closed and Gerard basically pushed me back out into the room. I wanted to run after them, to get my daughter back to find her brother and get them to safety. None of this should've happened. What if everything I did was a mistake? No, I love Ville, I love my kids and my friends. It wasn't a mistake, it was just destiny playing with me. Though, I often look back and wonder what it would be like if I had never met Ville. Would this have happened? Would I still have met William? Would he be obsessed with me? What f I met William and fell inlove with him before I met Ville? What if Gerard and I married? If I could only go back in time instead of forward, maybe I could have fixed it all.

"We need to get her. We need to get her brother and Lyn-Z and Jamia and the other child and we need to leave." I said in one, long sob. I felt Gerards hand on my shoulder, supporting me as if he thought I was about to faint.

"We need to get Ville too." She said in a very small voice. I almost didn't hear her. But her words played like a song in my head. Ville, we need to get Ville. But he's dead, isn't he? he has to be, Kaiden and Desdemona said he was, they think he is. Is he dead? Or was that a lie told by William?

"But he's dead." I said to her with questioning eyes. "Right?" She shook her head and stepped closer to me and met me eye to eye (literally).

"He's not. He was never dead. He made me believe that he was so that he could get to me." She paused and looked at the door. "He's in the room across the hall. I can't get to him and William hurts him." She looked down at the floor with tears in her eyes. "I hear him screaming every night and I can't do one thing about it." She looked up at me with a hard look on her face. "We have to get him. We need to think of a plan."

 

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sorry if it's extra crappy...=/

Sorry I haven't been on lately...I have a lot of school stuff to do and ugh, it's so stressful... BUT next week starts my holiday break and I have at least two weeks off....and I hope when I get on that I can go on to write the next chapter of "Love Reaper"....and oh, when "Love Reaper" is finished, expect a new fanfic afterwards...I am really working extra hard on this one and "Love Reaper" too....So, anyways...how is everybody? What's new?

My day at school started off great until Chemistry. First, I'll tell you why I'm really depressed and I took pics today so I'll put them on here too. Well, remember how I told you how I like this guy named Caleb and he hugged me and he apparently thinks I'm awesome and he tells his friends that he talks to me? Well, he goes up to my friend Dennis and goes "You know that girl Brandy right?" and Dennis goes "Yeah." and then Calebs like "Well, I feel kinda bad" and Dennis is like "Why?" and then Caleb is like "Well, she likes me but I don't have time for a girlfriend." WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!?! The whole day I kept asking myself stupid questions in my head like 'what's wrong with me?' or 'Am I that hideous?'. And then I'd tell myself 'If you were prettier, I bet he wouldn't have said that'. What does it mean when guys say "I don't have time for a girlfriend" ? I feel so horrible right now. I keep thinking that there's something wrong with me...is there? For the rest of the day I felt as if I had my heart ripped out and merengued on. And when I saw him after school, I couldn't look at him because it hurt and those thoughts came back. But he came out talking to Susie, so I just said "Hi" to her. But I see him everyday and I don't know what to do. I even started crying a little at lunch and Deanna gave me loads of hugs and then Judith cheered me up and so did Cory but it didn't last long. So now I'm going ot have to find something to keep my mind off of it. I guess I'm going to go take pictures later or draw or write or something.

And I have a very important question (its random but whatever)...okay, so do vampires go after girls with their periods? That's been on my mind all day too.

And here are the pics of my friends that I took:

Here's Amanda I love her!

And this is Casey, I love her a lot!:

And this is Cory being adorable:

And this is Cory playing with my ID:

My lovely Gerard (Deanna):

And my lovely Deirdre!:

lol Devin being a goof:

Dylan looks pained:

I took Emily off-guard:

lmao Eryn looks so high:

Evan the Brash lmao...oh and Evan told me to tell you guys this (don't ask why...it's Evan) "Women are vampires, they suck the blood from themselves and give it to each other....oh and hi" lmao:

Marissa, my love lol:

Me and Judith sideways view:

Michelle is such a cutie pie:

*sings* Nate *end singing*

Nikki who decided to glare at me evil-ly:

Rachel and her skelanimal:

Susie and Joe lol:

Me and Susie (I look so weird!):

Tory my wifey!:

 

 

Some of these songs are covers, but it's okay if you say the original artist

Sorry it took me another million years to write! So much going on and school is a hassle, lol! And I won a HannaBeth contest, well, me and three other people and I'm so excited!  RIGHT after my sixteenth bday! These past two weeks have been excellent for me! yay! Congrats to the other three who also won the contest! Well here's the next chapter! I hope you guys like it!

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We all left the house right mine and Gerards talk and after Frank made the phone calls. So far, I met six vampires, though I've known four of them a very long time. For some reason, it feels like I've met them all over again and we are just starting to get to know each other. It's weird to think that about Gerard since we have known each other basically our whole lives. He's not the same Gerard to me anymore and that's probably why. Frank has changed too as did Bob, who acts like I'm not even here, and Ray, though not by much with him. Only Ray and Frank are happy that I'm here. Gerard and Bob seem to think I'm the me who left them. I'm not, though.

As soon as we got to the outside, I looked at the house and realized that it was the big abandoned Victorian near mine and Ville's house and the cemetery. A perfect location for vampires, I guess. It still looks the same to me. The same white-ish gray chipped paint, broken steps ad pillars that hold up the ceiling part of the porch, boarded up windows, and the same spooky feeling that I get whenever I'm around it. Frank and Ray keep hovering around me, Ray now knowing that it's the me who hasn't left them yet and Frank who's just happy to see me. But, Gerard and Bob are kind of keeping their distances. I think Bob is uncertain about me; he acts like my skin is one big cross that will burn him if he touches me. I think he even took my departing from them harder than Gerard.

"Where exactly are we going?" I ask, noticing that we're walking up a familiar street. Gerard glanced back at me and shrugged.

"Bob's leading the way, he's the one who knows where it is," Gerard said, pausing. "It's right near the cemetery right, Bob?" All of us looked at Bob who just nodded in response. A silence fell upon all of us again, except for the two vampires that I had just met, Tom and Gustav. From what I can tell, they're German vamps, really cute German vamps. Tom who has long, blonde dread locks and a cute lip ring and Gustav with his cutesy blonde hair and big brown eyes. I think it's funny that not before the whole William/coma thing happened, that Ville and I were talking about vampires and their exsistence and now my best friends are vampires. I think this all points to something, either that or I'm just going insane now.

Bob started to lead us up this really big hill. If you look to the left, you see that cemetery and it's the same cemetery where Kaiden and Des were kidnapped. I know that because it's so familiar to me and the front gates are the same from my dream. My hearts aches. I can see their faces playing in my head when William appeared to them. They looked so frightened and sickened by him. I wonder, would they think the same if it had been their father who had appeared to them and not William? Under other circumstances though. Do they even know about the Reapers? Do they have Reaper powers? I'm sure if I left them in the hands of Mikey and Alicia, that they must of told them. Unless I told them not to tell my children that they're half Reaper.

I sigh and the vampire, Tom, side glances at me with a questioning look on his finely sculpted face. I pay no mind to it and contune following the lot of vamps in front of me. We come to a heavily wooded area with lots of trees and brush and randomly thrown wildflowers. A big, white house comes into view. There is only one or two visible lights on in the house. One downstairs and one upstairs. I gaze up into the night sky at the beautiful moon and stars that look like shattered glass sewn into a dark blue fabric covering half the world. I notice, by the light of the moon, that there is a large nearly invisible fence safeguarding the house and what looks to be a rose garden in the back. I take in a small amount of air and nearly choke on it.

"Are you alright?" Tom asked me, noticing the panic on my face. I look up at him (kind of feeling short since he is about 6 feet tall) and shake my head in honesty.

"There's a garden." I say dryly. Tom looked at me with a baffled expression on his face. I would explain further, but that's all that I could manage to say. I take a few moments to clear my thoughts, and with Tom still looking baffled, I say. "I love roses, red ones. My husband, Ville, had planted me a rose garden in the back of our house, containing a few of them in a glass case for winter. I loved sitting out there, on our bench, either reading or drawing the roses," I pause and look away. Gerard slowed his pace and listened to what I was saying. "William knows how much I love roses. The future me is in that house. I-I already knew that I probably was, it just hit me. S-sorry."

"It's okay. I was just wondering." Tom muttered. Bob and everyone in front of me, to the side of me and in back of me came to a hault. I ran into Gerard and Frank gave out a small chuckle. Two black figures emerged from the brush. I'm guessing that it's Bill and Georg.

"Are they in there?" Bob asked coolly, confident that they most likely were. One vampire, with really big hair nodded once.

"Yes, they are," The other one said. He paused, gazed at me for a moment, then continued. "We heard crying, probably from the girl." I looked down at the ground with tears welling up in my eyes. I thought back to what Gerard said to me and played it over in my head. Stop crying, stop crying and pull yourself together. He took your kids, Brandy, and we need to get them back and you can't be crying. They need you. I wiped my eyes on my sleeve and looked up again, Gerard was looking at me with pity in his eyes. Two female figures emerged from behind us, as if right on cue. One short-ish adorable vampire with long, black hair and another vampire with turqouise hair and a beautiful face.

"Hey," said the black-haired one. "What'd we miss?"

"Nothing yet." Ray replied. "Brandy, this is Zui and Raquel. Zui, Raquel, this is Brandy." I smiled half-heartedly at them and turned my attention back to the others.

"Okay, we need to think of a plan to get inside and all." Frank said all serious like. For some reason, I almosted laughed. I keep remembering back to, I guess you would call them the good ol' days, where Frankie would be more witty and cutesy. I would never think of him as a serious type. He's always so random, I miss that.

"We all can't go in at the same entrance." Gerard sighed, putting his two-sense into things. The vampires with the big hair (who strangely looks like Tom) looked at Gerard in confusion.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because, Chris and Sofia are probably in there. And knowing William, he might have other powerful guests." He said. Wait, what?

"Sofia?" I said, astonded. Gerard shrugged and said, "It's a long story, Brandy. We don't have time for it now." I nodded, but half of me kept trying to contain my somewhat excitement. Sofia is alive, maybe. I think, I'm not sure but to know that she's in there, it makes me happy, kind of. But what if her and I don't get along?

"Let's get back to the plan, okay?" Frank said, sounding exasperated. "Since we probably can't all go in the same way, as Gerard said, then we should split up." Frank suggested. The others nodded in agreement. "Okay then, when we scale the gate Bill and Tom, you guys enter the downstairs, like the basement, and what not. Zui and Raquel, you two stay in the garden, we might need you two to take the kids if we take too long. Me, Ray and Bob will go through the kitchen and Gerard and Brandy will take the upstairs. Okay?"

"All right," Gerard said. "Let's get going then."

"Wait," I said as they started to walk thowards the invisible, or kind of invisible, gate. "How are we going to get past the gate? I don't think it has any kind of key." They gave out a small laugh. Tom flashed a big smile at me, showing his pointy fangs.

"Would you like to climb on my back?" He asked with a small chuckle.

"We're going over the Edward Cullen way?" I said in amazement. Frank flashed me a huge smile, and I think I even see Bob smiling a bit too. I guess some part of him missed me, even if it was only just my constant references to books. Tom nodded yes.

"Awesome." I smiled. Tom leaned down a little to let me climb up on his back. He held my legs just above his waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"You ready?" He asked. I nodded my head eagerly, urging him to go on. "Hold on." I tighened my grip on him and in a few moments, it was like we were flying over the fence with the others. And he did it in record speed too. I wonder who would win if Edward Cullen raced Tom? That is a mystery that I will never be able to solve.

We landed on the ground with a soft thump. In an instant, Tom switched me over to Gerards back, mostly because Gerard and I have to scale the house to get to the upstairs. All vampires diverged in different directions, running so fast it looks like their feet aren't even touching the ground, that is if you can see their feet. Gerard walked up to the side of the house and looked up. He jumped, and like I did with Tom, I tightened my grip on him. He jumped again and we were right outside of an open window. He opened it with his hand.

"I'm going to put you in first, okay?" He said, warning me before he did anything. I nodded yes and he took my wrist and carefully pulled me around him. He took me by my waist and placed me inside the house. I noticed that the room we were in was a hallway. It was beautiful. It had dark wood floors, a rosey colored wall paper lining the walls, along with pictures and paintings of random people and things. Instantly, I noticed some of my old drawings of roses were hung in the hallway. I shuddered.

"He hung up my drawings," I whispered as Gerard stepped to my side. He looked at me with a crooked little smile.

"He isn't the only one with some of your drawings, Brandy." Gerard said. I looked at him questioningly.

"Did I give them to you or did you steal them?" I asked. He gave out s small, soft little giggle.

"Who said that I had them?" He asked. He looked at a door at the end of the hallway that was only a crack open with a thin line of light shining through. "Bob has most of them. He took them when you left and some of them you drew for his birthdays, remember?" I nodded slowly, remembering all the times I had drawn Bob a random picture on his birthday cards or painted them on a canvas. Maybe he doesn't hate me. Gerard started walking towards the door at the end of the hall. His steps were slow, cautious. I followed behind, trying to match the soundlessness of his footsteps. He peeked through the crack of the door.

"Who's in there?" I asked with a ton of curiousity. He looked at me with a look in his eyes that I have never really seen until now. Hatred, pure hatred. he stepped aside to let me see. On the other side of the door was a woman with long, red hair neatly placed into a pony-tail. She wore a short, white nightgown and she sat on the bed, reading a book. She was me.

 

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I hope you guys like it! More should be coming soon!

This is my review of Twilight, which means it is my personal opinion of the movie and trust me, I have a lot to get off my chest. A LOT.

Let me just start off my saying that if I was not a big fab of the books and if I had never picked up the book, ever, then maybe I would like the movie. Okay, it's not that bad of a movie, but since I have read the books, I am in thoroughly disappointed in it.

So basically, me and my sister say the movie for my birthday, I forgot my pencil and notebook so I am writing out of memory and also the fact that I was rambling about it on the drive home will make me think clearer about it. First thing i have to complain about is Edward, or Robert Pattinson a.k.a. Spunk Ransom. He could have done so much better, so so much better. I did not believe him to be Edward the very first time he came on screen and the very first time he spoke. I think Robert could have put more effert into his character, maybe making Edward kind of more demented but charming, add a little more spice to his character. When I first heard that he was going ot be Edward, I was so hoping he wouldn't be as non-believeable as he was. I think Gaspard Ulliel would ave so made a better Edward Cullen.

Another thing I have to complain about is the sparkling. He did not look like diamonds in the sun, he looked like he rolled around in a bunch of silver glitter. He could have been...brighter, more diamond-y, more sparkly, like the pic I made of how he should have looked, well maybe more sparkly but my GIMP won't go that sparkly:

Something else that needs to be complained about is how monotone Bella sounded. I kind of expected more emotion, more feelings. I mean, she (meaning Kristin Stewart) did well as Bella, but I expected just a bit more. And the way Jacob was supposed to tell her about the legend more thoroughly than he did in the movie and Bella did not flirt with him or at least attempt too, I was looking forward to seeing that part but it was not that good at all.

And the dream Bella had with Edward and Jacob in it, I think they should have showed that because that is really a key part in the book, at least to me. I think that would've cleared a lot of unanswered questions that I had during the movie and maybe I wouldn't have annoyed my sister that much by explainign to her how everything really happened.

I get that most movies don't follow the books that much and little things like Wayland and Charlie and Bella eating at the diner, that's okay, but leaving a lot of key things just really pissed me off, you know? And I thought James was supposed to have brown hair and I thought he wasn't supposed to be THAT hot like the guy who played him was.I mean look how HOTTT he is:

I thought he would be a little more....ugly. Well, not exactly bad looking but not that good looking.

And Jaspers hair. I'm sorry, I did not like his hair one bit. The guy who played Jasper is alright, but his hair -_-

*sighs* Trust me, I have way more to complain about about Twilight. As I've said before, if I haven't read the books or if I wasn't such a huge fan, maybe I would have liked it more. I don't know, it's my opinion really. So, for those who saw the movie, how did you like it? Do you feel the same way I do or totally different?

 

xoxo Brandy a.k.a. Mikey♥

Haha, well, today is my 16th birthday and it is the best birthday I've ever had in my entire life! (that's 16 years people! I'm 16!). Okay okay, let me tell you all about this awesome day that I am loving to bits and pieces! So, I woke up this morning all tired and what not and then my mom comes in and says "Happy Birthday Sweetie!" For some reason, this morning, I forgot it was my birthday today! lol...but I got to the bus stop after taking forever to get ready for school, and Ian tries to hug me but I got scared and tried to keep away from him, but then Tanya comes and hugs me and he got offended (haha). And when I got to school, Eryn was waiting for me at our table and she was writing my name on an envelope for my birthday card and as soon as I sit down, she hands me a pepsi (that she stole from her brother) and the card, and she goes "Open it" and I'm like "Hold on" because I was trying to put my MP3 player away and she goes "OPEN IT!" And so, I open it and it was sooooooooooooo cute! It's a Hallmark card and it says "My Aunt is...awesomely cool and totally sweet. She's silly when necessary, way real when it counts...and one of my most favorite people on the planet! Love you! Happy Birthday!" heehee, the 'aunt' thing is a loong story! haha, and then everybody like Mal and Marissa and Michelle and everyone comes in and is like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDY!!!" But Nikki, God I love her version of happy birthday, she goes "Bitch you're sixteen. You're fucking older than me!" ahahaha! But then Sofia came in and she forgot my bday! (hahaha I love her though), but she wishes me happy birthday and everything but as we start talking about random stuff, Deanna (my Gerard) comes in screaming "MIIIIKKKKEEEEYYYY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!" She's so cute, and then she gives me a card that is SO RANDOM! It says (she wrote it btw): "Whatcha doin? Squeezing a weiner. But not any weiner...my weiner! Oh...don't worry. It relieves stress! Every time Tom's hands are in his pockets, I wonder why..masturbating perhaps?! LMAO!! Mmm-bye-bye" And she even got me a STRESS WEINER! It's so awesome (and it's a hot dog weiner not weiner weiner...weiner) haha...but I love Casey's card too! She's so adorable, she comes up to me with a huge smile on her face and the card in her hands and she goes "happy Birthday Babe" and she gives me the card and it has Jesus on it! And she made it and it says : "Hey Brandy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! Ur such an awesome girl and u deserve to have the best, most kick-ass birthday EVER! (for real...LOL!) Hope you like the Jesus picture. HAHA. Here's a collage for you and I hope you like it. Ur one of the greatest friends ever and I'm so glad ur one of mine. xxxxxoooooxxxxxooooo <-- many kisses for you! p.s. FALSE START ROCKS! (I know it's random...LOL) and...Tom Kaulitz is a sexy beast! (yummy!!)"

I love my friends! Haha...and OMG, what I'm about to tell you is going to be in all caps. You ready? Good.

OH- EM- GEE! I WAS WALKING TO SECOND PERIOD AND THE GUY I LIKE (caleb) COMES OUT OF NOWHERE (well not nowhere because he was looking for me) AND HE GIVES ME A HUG AND SAYS IN MY EAR "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" IN A REALLY DEEP VOICE THAT I TOTALLY LOVE!!!!

And lets just say, the rest of the day rocked. I got another present(s) from Deanna, which is a binch of candy! I got Tom's (skittles), William Becketts (twizzlers), octo Gee's (sour brite octopus), Gee's (sour worms), and Bob's (gummi worms). And my whole spanish class sang to me. I love today, and I'm going to go see Twilight later! heeheehee!

And my mom gots me a camera for my bday! XD

Well, I'm hyper and I can't think clearly so hahaha. Yeah XD

Everytime I try to write the next chapter of "Love Reaper", I get distracted and then people yell at me to get off the damn puter. I'm being yelled at to get off now and I was just about to write it, so hopefully and I can get it up tomorrow or Saturday at the latest (Friday is my bday). Damn people.